Blue Eyes | phan

Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

His Dan, He Liked The Sound Of That

“Yes, I've been watching you draw pictures of us together in your notebook all semester, I am literally sitting right behind you.” --- Or where Dan has been drawing him and Phil together, and Phil finds it cute. Based on a prompt.

stand in//phan au

softgrowl: talk to me im lonely guys my kik is in my bio dandelionwatch: hi ~~~~~ the cover is made by the wonderful @hovvell

used to be friends ∆ phan ∆ completed

"I see a lonely boy. Someone who trusted another person & that person person left him & stopped talking to him all together. I see someone who deserves love & kindness. He deserves an explanation. I see Phil. Wonderful, amazing, beautiful Phil. Fuck Carrie, I might like Phil." +×+ Or the one where Dan & Phil used to b...

Dear Phil (Phan)

Dan writes to Phil. If only Phil could read it. T.W

Colours

"I won't hurt you Dan." "That's what they all said." "Did they mean it?" "...No..." "Yeah well I do." __________________ Trigger warnings: attempted rape, abuse, self harm, drug use PLEASE DO NOT READ IF ANY OF THESE THINGS MAY TRIGGER YOU (I put warnings at the start if there are any so you'll know what ones are sa...

gasoline ;; phan

[SEQUEL TO CONTROL] "you can't wake up, phil, this isn't a dream!"

late night thoughts ;; phan

You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

HOME ♡ PHAN

"we can be all poetic and shit and lose our minds together?" ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

paint my world

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Human - phan

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...

arms // {phan}

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

Alive (Phan)

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

Relapse (Phan)

SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

drown ↣ phan (complete )

"you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)

poetry boy :: phan

he was a blank canvas and words could flow out of him effortlessly, there was never a stutter or a stop. he was a sky of colour, a mess of words tumble out of his mouth, messy and faint. *this fanfic contains drinking, abuse, and mention(s) of suicide. if there are any specific trigger warnings, send a DM please!

Helpline ➸ Phan [texting]

after dan howell is diagnosed with depression, his parents seek him help - but not in the way he may have expected. he's partnered up with phil lester online, someone who supposedly knows about mental health, with one instruction: text him. ❝ amazingphil : i just wanna be your friend danisnotonfire: how the hell is t...

polarize // phan

"the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

Save Me From Myself » Daniel Howell AU

[Trigger warning: Suicide, self-harm, eating disorders, and depression is mentioned many times in this story. Do not read if those things could trigger you.] Sadness and sorrow, you wouldn't expect those words to sum up the sister of Phil Lester, but they did.. She just feels like nothing. She needs someone to save h...

Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

Is This Love? - Phan

(I hope the cover is okay) So these are my collection of one-shots about Danisnotonfire (Dan Howell) and AmazingPhil (Phil Lester). If anyone would like to give me prompts I would happily write them up, Anywho, I hope you all read and enjoy these - please let e know what you think about them : 3 Oh, and I might be wri...

A Dangerous Mind (Phan)

Dan is a patient in a mental hospital. He doesn't understand why he is there and doesn't remember any of the events that he has done. His everyday boring life in the hospital changes when a new patient comes in.

blurry face - phan

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

Sleepy Skype Calls - Phan

Dan lives in Reading, Phil lives in Manchester. They meet online and become friends. Only Dan doesn't know that Phil is gay. Until one of many more sleepy skype calls.

amnesia ;; phan

"Who are you?" + Joint phan fic by jetblackhowell and takethisfolieadeux.

public fear ☹ phan

"Do you know those cartoons where people have a little devil and a little angel on their shoulder?" "Yeah?" "That's exactly what I have." ~ trigger warning(s): mentions of; pills, panic attacks, good/bad personas <3