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  • Just Breathe
    290K 7.5K 78

    I'll never forget that day. That day the doctor told me, I, Niall Horan, had cancer. Cancer. That awful, deadly disease that we all pray we never have to live with. I had it. It was there. Living, growing inside me like a weed. Tearing me apart, sucking the life out of me, trying to destroy me mentally and physically...

  • Save me (Lashton)
    42.4K 1.2K 23

    Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him...

    Completed   Mature
  • Self harm- Harry Styles & Liam Payne.
    192K 2.5K 12

    Harry can't deal with the hate from his fans anymore. He has found a way to let it out.

  • My Alpha Mate // Michael Clifford
    13.3K 336 28

    Its pretty self explainitory but this is the story of Jayce and Alpha Michael. cover by @DevilThatEatsPizza

  • 5sos fangirls
    377 50 16

    This book is written by myself(Jess) and my best friend Lana. This book is a mixture of true stories that have happened to us or friends, short stories about the boys, fan fiction reviews and just random things because we are random people. Everything in this book is about 5sos.

    Mature
  • Fuck It Lets Rant
    65 14 3

    FUCK IT I JUST WANT TO RANT ABOUT SHIT

  • anorexia - l.h
    33.8K 954 7

    in the 7th grade he called her fat, not thinking anything of it. after she moved schools, she was a stranger to him and to her, he was a monster that's the last he seen of her. until now, 5 years later and nothing's changed her life more than what he said; one word - with him to thank, her disordered eating can cost h...

  • Bones (cake)
    14.2K 644 22

  • Where My Demons Hide (Lashton)
    3K 146 4

    Luke has been hiding his eating disorder, self harm, addiction, AND love for Ashton for too long. All these secrets are dragging him further and further into his spiraling depression..what will happen when he finally has had enough? Will his demons destroy him entirely? Or will he be saved?

  • Damaged Goods ~ A 5sos Lashton story
    455K 15.9K 24

    "Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irw...

    Completed   Mature
  • Through The Dark // Calum Hood
    281 5 6

    he was there when no one else was.

  • oreo // lashton
    2.9M 114K 41

    5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

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  • hold me || lashton {discontinued}
    12K 808 24

    rely /rɪˈlaɪ/ to need or depend on someone or something

  • goodnight // lashton
    522K 25.6K 25

    Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, s...

    Completed   Mature
  • 5SOS ONESHOTS
    36.2K 615 21

    So this is just a collection of 5sos oneshots I have written, some may not be well written but I like the ideas. I'm not a professional writer so there will be mistakes, but feel free to comment any :) love you guys for reading this

  • One direction:- Niall Eating disorder fanfiction
    245K 4.6K 17

    Niall always received hate nothing new, all the boys did, but the difference was the boys could ignore it, all except niall who was addicted to reading every comment , Niall begins to notice that "Fat" is the recurring word in almost every tweet, so niall does the only thing he can think of, someone calls you fat, so...

  • Through The Dark {Niall Horan}
    186K 5K 39

    Niall Horan has some problems. He fakes smiles all day, then cries himself to sleep at night. He has secrets. Terrible secrets. He doesn't want to be this way anymore. But he's already too far in. He's already lost himself. But the question is, will he ever be able to find himself again? **Warning** Contains all type...

  • Human |lashton|
    29.5K 1.1K 17

    after all ashton is only human and he bleeds when he falls down and he crashes and he breaks down ~possible triggering in this book~ ©bitxh5sos 2014

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  • self harm 1d and 5sos one shots
    20.4K 371 9

    My first writting

    Mature
  • Some Secrets Are Meant To Be Kept[Lashton]
    354K 13.5K 34

    *Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die...

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