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  • Find Me Again // phan
    527K 28K 17

    Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

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  • Discovering Love // phan
    1.1M 53.9K 21

    Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

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  • THUNDER // phan
    55.3K 2.9K 14

    he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

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  • Deep // Phan AU
    195K 10.6K 24

    "I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

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  • After I Left // Phan
    52.6K 4.4K 16

    {Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

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  • Sleep . Phan .
    77.2K 4.8K 24

    Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

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  • can't help falling in love
    37.4K 1.4K 14

    this is genuinely the worst thing i have ever written. if you want to read the remake im doing with be more chill instead of phan go to my ao3 it's shemeanswell :) in the meantime if you want to read this Wretched Thing knock yourself out!!! literally knock yourself out before you make the mistake of reading this plea...

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  • A Blooming Love
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    "Those flowers are really pretty" "Thank you! Um do you want them?" "I mean if-" "Here. Please take them" ✿✿✿ Dan owns a flower shop. He's a local florist in London, spending his days arranging flowers for various events and occasions. Phil is a stranger. After seeing Dan on the street walking with an unbelievably be...

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  • Fanfiction (A Phanfiction)
    23K 2.1K 33

    In real life, Dan and Phil hate each other. They work together at a small bookstore and pretty much don't know anything each other. But, with the information they have, they don't seem to get along with the other person. On Wattpad, Dan loves Phil's fanfictions. They are so well written and thought out, he's practica...

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  • my happy little pill | phan
    32.5K 1.9K 25

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester have said over and over that "Phan" is not real, and they have never been in a relationship together. They swear it; not even once. But behind the YouTube videos, BBC 1 radio shows and YouNows, what do Dan and Phil do in their private time? Are the fan-theories closer to the truth than Dan a...

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  • Outcast ✧ Phan
    1.2M 60.2K 23

    Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

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  • heart like yours / phan
    64.5K 4.7K 7

    "i'm counting down the days to go." or in which a boy who is waiting for his life to be over may be losing to cancer, but he also saved his best friend's life and, in return, won his heart.

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  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • dear insecurities [phan-completed]
    48.8K 3.5K 12

    "we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

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  • ACQUAINTANCE (Book #3 - EMAILS TO DAN)
    187K 12.3K 30

    acquaintance [uh-kweyn-tns] noun -a person known to one, but usually not a close friend. After years of Dan and Phil not talking since they moved out of their flat, they start to talk. Dan will try to make it up to Phil for ignoring him in the beginning. Phil doesn't know how it will go, but he goes for it and contin...

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  • Emails To Phil (Sequel to EMAILS TO DAN)
    376K 27.9K 49

    After three years of Dan not answering Phil's emails, he finally responds. Though, the tables turn. Phil doesn't reply to Dan after he replies. Dan will try to keep in contact with Phil after all he has done, but he doubts he'd ever reply back. Highest Rank: #33 Fanfiction

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  • Emails To Dan
    505K 33.8K 42

    Dan and Phil's friendship has ended. They moved out from their flat and went their separate ways. Phil has tried to keep in touch with Dan, but he never answers. All of his emails are unanswered, but that doesn't mean Dan never reads them.

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  • the love club
    235K 12.3K 49

    i'm sitting pretty on the throne there's nothing more i want except to be alone. + or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. trigger warnings for • coarse language • alcohol and drug references • physical and verbal abuse • sexual sce...

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  • Transgender || phan (book 1)
    593K 20.4K 201

    A boy across from me is staring. Maybe it's because I'm looking through female hairstyles instead of men's. I glare at him. Homophobic trash... The boy who use to sit across from me is still there. As I pass him, his name gets called as well. Dan.

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  • Wild Child (Phan AU)
    99.9K 5.9K 21

    (Based off the movie Wild Child) (I was so unbelievably bored and this is the result) Dan Howell blew it. Throwing a party would usually go down with a simple grounding or scream-fest, though this time he fucked up big time. "THAT'S IT YOUR GOING TO ENGLAND!" [complete] This is a product of extreme boredom, just FYI. ...

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  • phan // untitled
    157K 9.6K 54

    un·ti·tled ˌənˈtīdld/ adjective 1. (of a book, composition, or other artistic work) having no name. 2. (of a person) not having a title indicating high social or official rank. "lesser untitled officials"

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  • Homophobic-Phan
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    "Mommy,what is gay? "It's when a man likes another man in the way mommies and daddies do.But it's a bad thing,it's a mental illness" And that was the moment when i realized i was mentally ill

  • group chat [phan au] (discontinued)
    60.2K 3.5K 38

    in which two boys meet by being added to a kik group chat.

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  • kisses ✎ phan
    397K 14.6K 34

    [COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

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  • moods / phan
    2.3M 127K 39

    in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • I'm hearing things // phan
    97.4K 2.7K 29

    "I'm hearing things Phil." "Like what?" "Like...." I paused realizing I shouldn't say it. "Like, nothing never mind." "Tell me coward!" He pushed me off my bed, kept me down with his hands, he sat on my hips, inches from my face he said, "Have you been hearing that I'm an excellent kisser? Because that's true."

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  • arms // {phan}
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    Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

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  • What I see:Phan
    53.2K 1.9K 33

    Dan always seems normal. He is kind to his friends and loves all things nerdy, which is why kids find him an easy target. But what most people don't know, is that he is trapped in a deep state of depression that he can't get out of, thanks to the death of his father, his alcoholic step-father, the bullies at school, a...

  • The Aftermath
    103K 6.2K 27

    Sequel to Black and Blue (read that first!) Dan struggles to get back on his feet after everything that's happened. Phil seems distant, and it causes problems in their relationship that Dan isn't sure he can handle.

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