the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

I'll Leave You With The Outtakes // Phan

Unbeta'ed as per usual. The final half is not completely nit-picked but will be. Things to Note: a. This contains medical inaccuracies. They're inevitable and this is fanFICTION for a reason. I tried to stay true to science and real-world experience as best as I could. My mistakes are my own and I apologize for them. ...

Eight One Five - Phan

(danxphil) spy AU: Dan's an underage intelligence operative and he's on a mission. It's pretty routine; befriend the bad guy's kid, collect enough information for a conviction and beat some people up. Move on out and abandon the identity assumed. Things get complicated when Dan turns out to be a little too good at bef...

The fence. phanfiction

Phil was always a girly boy. He loved playing with Barbies and wearing pink. Even though his mom assured him it was perfectly normal, he sensed something was different. One day, a boy appeared on the other side of Phil's fence, sitting by a tree and drawing in his notebook. Phil's mom told him this was their new neigh...

BLIND BOY // PHAN

Dan is blind, it's been that way since he was born. Phil was a blunt, arrogant boy in his chemistry class. - tw/ some anxious and depressing thoughts

edge

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

you look good in thigh highs

If you're into texting phan, general phan, smut :) , or innocent!dan and fuckboy!phil and major daddy kinks then you've come to the right place

Psycho

Deciding to play by his own rules, Dan embodies the dark part of his mind. Phil, wanting the best for him, tries to crawl inside his head to understand him... but Dan won't let him in so easily. *Inspired by Dan's video 'Psycho thoughts'.

on ice we glide (yuri on ice fanfiction- self harm, yaoi)COMPLETED

yuri- a skater, with some problems and very low self confidence. Victor- also a skater, but famous and successful. Yuri's depressed aura catches victors eye, and he goes off to become yuri's coach. SELF HARM, YAOI (BOY X BOY), POSSIBLY LEMON/SMUT *COMPLETED*

Good Joshler Smut

F0r AlL u SInN3Rs ;)

Calories (joshler)

Tyler loves Josh and wants him to recover, Josh doesn't think he can recover, not until he's reached the right weight. // "You need to eat more than that to survive. Please, I care about you." "Don't worry Tyler. It's all under control." // Au // Warnings - eating disorders, mentions self-harm, suicide etc. Eating d...

public fear ☹ phan

"Do you know those cartoons where people have a little devil and a little angel on their shoulder?" "Yeah?" "That's exactly what I have." ~ trigger warning(s): mentions of; pills, panic attacks, good/bad personas <3

The Life Of Trans Phan

A collection of Oneshots featuring Transgender Dan and Phil! Send me prompts :)

Goodbye Internet (Phan one-shot)

It had been three weeks since Phil died. Dan couldn't do it anymore, so he made a final video.... Cover by @Muke_Ziall

Deep // Phan AU

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

Mad Hatter // Phan AU

"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

Psycho & Insane (Phan AU)

Dan is psychotic. Phil is going insane. Each time Dan gets another urge for blood they both get dragged deeper into a mess. Nothing can stop the oncoming storm. Inspired by a video on youtube. In the first chapter, there will be the link to the video. Hopefully, that will be a good description of what's to come. WARNI...

tears - phan AU❁ (EDITING)

first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.

joshler-oneshots-▽ This book has been retired]

This book has been retired and will no longer be updated Pardon the terrible writing thanks A bunch of One shots for the ship Joshler Joshua Dun and Tyler Joseph Twenty One Pilots

kisses ✎ phan

[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

Anorexia

The truth about anorexia. Don't let anyone glamorize it for something its not. If you are lucky enough to not have an eating disorder, then don't wish for one.

Human (A Dan and Phil Imagine) *TRIGGER WARNING*

Sometimes you just can't fight off all of the demons

be concerned

well I'm sorry mr gullible, but lying's all I've learned {lowercase}

leave - Joshler

"who are you trying to impress with that skirt?" "y-you" [used to be pretty little boy]

3 AM SHADOWS // tyler joseph

tyler is a regular 21 y/o with a bestfriend named josh. but something is different about josh, he isn't real. but tyler seems to think he is considering he has been friends with him since he was 7. joshua is like a guardian angel i guess you could say. he's been watching over tyler for awhile and has learned many many...

THUNDER // phan

he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

fuckboy ✧ phan

fuckboy!phil x innocent!dan tw: slight mentions of abuse/depression