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  • He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)
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    TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

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  • Skinny Love-Phan
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    Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

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  • talk me down ;; phan
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    in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]

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  • Beautiful Phan
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    A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...

  • The lying llama // Phan (COMPLETED 10/12/16)
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    **TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc*** COMPLETED 10/12/16 Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?

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  • Silence Speaks Louder Then Words
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    *THIS WHOLE STORY IS A TRIGGER WARNING* Phil spoke once, not anymore. Ever since his mother married his now step-father Steven, he was brainwashed to believe he doesn't deserve to speak. Ever since he stopped talking 4 years ago, people looked at him differently. People think different is... well weird. If they don't...

  • Never Alone (Phan AU)
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    Sequel to He Speaks Suicide Years after all the madness of Dan's family life and attempts of suicide, him and Phil are married. With a beautiful family, a loving husband, and well paying job, what more could you want? It's the life everyone wants, but what happens when the dark thoughts return and the not-so-happy cou...

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
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    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • struggling➾ phan (complete)
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    update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

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  • Phan self harm
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  • Does it hurt? Phan (completed)
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    Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...

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  • Bullied Boy - Phan
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    a story about Phil show going through a rough time at home,his parents divorced and he now lives with his dad, he's bullied at school by Dan and his gang, the worse part is that his dad is oblivious to it all, will Phil be fixed or get broke again? who knows?!

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  • Everything's An Illusion // Phan
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    Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...

  • Fearlessly And Forever (Klaine/Glee)//currently editing
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    COMPLETED Blaine proposed to Kurt the day Rachel and Finn were getting married in New York. Blaine was suppose to pick Kurt up to head to the wedding. One crash changed everything. What happened if Blaine doesn't remember any of this? Their history Their proposal Their engagement Or simply Kurt. *** This is the Se...

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  • Mind // Joshler [EDITING]
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    I am blurred and so are you.

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  • Voice Mail (Joshler)
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    I call you just to hear your voice again.

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  • A Million Miles Away -Joshler
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    SpookyJim has entered chat J: Yo my hoe Ty: I am not a garden material I stg J: But I can still use you ;))) Ty: I STg

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  • Would You Rather
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    Frank Iero, a shy freshman at Belleville High gets dragged along to his first party. He decides to play a game of "would you rather" with his friends. What will it lead to? ----- Oneshot Frerard High school au enjoy! <3

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  • 50 Thoughts That Scare Me [Frerard]
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    50 Thoughts That Scare Me. What are they? Smut warning: No smut Boy x Boy- Frerard For questions about translation DM me on Wattpad or @bekahgrace99 on Instagram

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