talk me down ;; phan

in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]

stutter

"say my name, dan howell"

Infinite | Phan

Phil, If you're reading this. I want you to know that I love you so much. I'm so sorry. -Dan •story is complete•

BLIND BOY // PHAN

Dan is blind, it's been that way since he was born. Phil was a blunt, arrogant boy in his chemistry class. - tw/ some anxious and depressing thoughts

Our World Is Crazy

40k+ words [completed] Daniel Howell is a boy with many problems and few friends. Forced by his mother to stay at the Fairview Mental Hospital, his life changes when he meets his roommate, a cold and distant boy named Phil Lester. As their friendship grows, a series of catastrophic events occur. Will they force the tw...

wake up, phil - [phan]

'Oh God Phil, I know you've messed up in the past, but this time you've really done it.' Dan and Phil go to a restaurant one November evening to visit Dan's parents. It all seems like a pleasant evening, until Phil accidentally exposes his relationship with Dan, who knows his parents are severely homophobic. Mistakes...

skype ➸ phan

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phan texts ✰

i'm going to try to be interesting and write some cool phan texts ok note: these are NOT in order! they are just individual short stories (FINISHED)

cliché (phan)

Dan Howell and Phil Lester share a passion for soccer. When they make it onto their school's team, they are determined to impress the coaches and their teammates. The two boys are too caught up in competition to realize that they are more alike than it seems, instead drinking while underage and bringing home bad repo...

pretend (phan)

Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then...

falling stars//phan au

in which phil wants to sell some cds and gets chatting to a willing buyer. i'm aware that a thousand message based phanfictions exist already but i wanted to try my hand at writing one. the cover was made by the amazing @hovvell !

Psych Testing (phan)

[COMPLETED] This journal belongs to: DAN If found: Don't look inside, ever. It's mine and Doctor Linder said so.

Phan Oneshots

Many, many oneshots. MAINLY CONTAINING OF: Fluff and angst. (smut will be done only if requested) Requests are openly accepted!

younow ✎ phan au

[COMPLETED] LIVE - AmazingPhil: "come watch me :)"

kisses ✎ phan

[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

It Wasn't for Us //PHAN

(Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

ONLY FOOLS ❥ PHAN

Young love is a lot more than just chemicals inside your head, it's a lot more than just having a petty crush on a hot guy that sits in front of you, young love is the start of emotions; the beginning of learning how to love. Might be a lil cringe as I never intended for this to become my first full on phanfiction, re...

nyctophilia | phan

{{ part two of psychedelia }} It's been two years since Dan moved out of the apartment to go to a rehabilitation centre, and in that space of time he's heard nothing from Phil. Not even a "hello." Dan's scared that Phil's moved on and forgotten about him, and since they both stopped vlogging Dan doesn't know what's ha...

psychedelia | phan

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

Mad Hatter // Phan AU

"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

undone ; phan [ completed ]

Dear Dan, I thought I should start writing letters to you. I know it's cheesy, but I've always been accused of being a hopeless romantic. I guess people are right - love drives you crazy. - Phil © 2015 -oceanrising

stuck inside ; phan [ completed ]

dan put up walls that phil had already climbed over. © 2016 -oceanrising

{on hold} colors//phan sequel.

baby seasons change but people don't .. or do they ? phan au highly procrastinated sequel to blue & brown heyyimtrash - December 22 , 2016

brown//phan au.

phil always read about brown eyed boys, but he never thought he'd find his own. ShyArtist!Dan and Muse!Phil blue // phan au in Phil's pov heyyimtrash 2016

blue//phan au.

he had never liked the color blue, until the boy with blue eyes moved in. ShyArtist!Dan and Muse!Phil short story ; phil's pov is up ; SEQUEL IS FINALLY PUBLISHED ALSO heyyimtrash // 2016 sentence by sentence completed may 14 , 2017

eclipse // phan [COMPLETED]

in which two boys who are polar opposites find a little thing called love. : [creds to @aestheticdimples for this sick cover !] : lowercase intended : all rights reserved to @emptybliss 2016

Up All Night // phan

Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.