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  • A Splitting of the Mind
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    Gerard Way sees the world differently. Alone and institutionalised, Gerard claims that he is being hunted, and that his mind holds the key to existence. Does Gerard really hold such a powerful secret? Or is he just insane like everyone else in the institution?

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  • I'm A Walking Disaster (jalex)
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    "Sometimes people just can't be helped, some of us are meant to die, drop it" Jack spat at me, I flinched at his words but my determination was stronger. I can and I will help him, without help he will never get out of here.. *** After Alex Gaskarth was hospitalized for his third suicide attempt this year his parents...

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  • Eat! | phan
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    Dan Howell is popular. He's also been released from an eating disorder clinic a few months ago. Only one of his friends know about it, at least thats what he thinks. He goes to a party and wakes up to a text from an unknown number. One simple word: Eat! Phil Lester isn't popular but he's no unpopular. He notices some...

  • Tragedy // Phan
    129K 5.9K 18

    When life's got you down, you're supposed to get back up. What if you stay down? *trigger fuccking warning* for ALL my fics, just don't read em, but this one especially, okay?

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  • WORTHLESS ((Treebros)((Soulmate au))
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    .:{Soulmate au where you're soulmate sees whatever you write on your arms and you're colorblind until you kiss your soulmate}:. Dear Evan Hansen, Your soulmate doesn't exist. There is no happiness for you in this life. You're a useless burden. No one would care if you just.........Disappeared.

  • Disaster // Phan
    10.6K 504 18

    When life's a disaster sometimes all you need is a helping hand. Somewhat connected to Tragedy but an entirely different story.

  • It's Your Turn, Michael.
    1.3K 41 10

    The SQUIP left Jeremy months ago. Jeremy is happily dating Christine. Michael on the other hand is suffering from one-sided love. Michael is desperate for change, so he makes the same mistake as Jeremy.. But will the SQUIP help Michael achieve his goal?

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  • The Definition of Perfect(Phan)
    10.7K 818 24

    "Phil?" "Yeah?" "What's it like to live in black and white?" "Dull. What's it like to live with cancer?" "Dull."

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  • Control *・゜゚・*:. Brallon
    442 18 2

    Dallon is a therapist. As much as he hates his job, theres one thing, or person, rather to say, that makes up for it. {trigger warnings: mentions of rape, self harm, suicide, and homophobic slurs.}

  • Player Three (Boyf Riends)
    60.4K 3.1K 11

    In which Michael has a huge crush on Jeremy, and the squip is still a jerk but now he's human and a highschool student. (Michael Mell x Jeremy Heere from Be More Chill) Art by Trash Cass (on youtube)

  • Losers (A Be More Chill Fanfic)
    51K 2.4K 11

    Dude, I promise, I'll always be your best friend. *** You know that you are my favorite person. *** Get out of my way, loser.

  • DEVOTION
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    WARNING: This fiction contains both triggering and explicit content. DO NOT READ if you are sensitive to any of the following: Suicidal Thoughts/Actions Sexual/Graphic Activity Eating Disorders Abusive Behaviors/Relationships LGBTQ+ Slurs Profanity Drugs/Narcotics Reader discretion is recommended for anyone under 18...

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  • Demons Run When a Good Man Goes To War - Johnlock AU
    471 25 4

    Sherlock Holmes goes through hell everyday. He has a secret... John Watson walks through hell everyday. He also has a secret... This story contains self harm, anorexia and suicidal tendencies, so do not read if you are easily triggered

    Mature
  • Awake but not Unafraid (Frerard)
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    Gerard loves his brother Mikey more than anything, but doesn't want to open up to him. Opening up means he accepts what's happened to him-- but no, he doesn't. He doesn't have depression, he doesn't have anxiety, he doesn't have an eating disorder, and his self-harm isn't a problem. Frank is a misfit, with only a...

  • Help = Peterick (Highschool AU)
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    Patrick Stump is a 16 year old boy who is bullied every day for his weight at school. He has no friends to take his side, and he can't fight, either, so he ends up with bruises all over him every day. As much as Patrick hates the fact, he soon finds out he has depression, although he is not diagnosed. He just knows by...

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  • Hold On Tight: This Ride Is A Wild One
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    Alex is living the dream of a pop star traveling the world at the young age of 17. But he's not really living the dream. Jack has been living in hell for over 3 years at the young age of 17. When they meet in a psychiatric ward, will meeting each other boost them into the best state of their lives, or will it be the f...

  • I Seem Like I'm Doing Alright (Peterick)
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    (Completed 13,724 words). Cute but kinda sad Peterick. +++++TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE. ALSO SLIGHT EATING DISORDER+++++

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  • Trapped
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    //trigger warning// ·Depression ·Eating Disorder ·Suicide It's like screaming... and no one can hear.

  • Pretty Boy (Phan)
    90.2K 4.1K 13

    Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

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  • I didnt have a choice (Kellic)
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    Kellin and Vic knew each other when they were younger tore apart back together best friends or something more? But Kellin has a terrible step-dad a drug problem and an eating disorder and Vic well is Vic old scars he stopped for Kells sake but will he start again. After high school they form bands and they go their wa...

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  • psychedelia | phan
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    Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

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  • Play The Game (A Boyf Riends Fanfic)
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    A Boyf Riends (Jeremy x Michael) Fanfic College AU. Jeremy and Michael are complete strangers and become college roommates. Yada yada. TRANSGENDER MICHAEL INCLUDED FIGHT ME.

  • Anorexia; Phan
    25.4K 1K 13

    "I never wanted this. I never planned this. So how do you think I'll get over this horrible disease that literally is eating me away to nothing?" Daniel Howell, a sixteen year old who lives an ordinary life but he has a secret. A secret that he had never told anyone. He is a target of anorexia nervosa. Trigger Warnin...

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  • Silence
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    "It's hard to understand....it's hard for people to understand why I am the way I am. People assume, people guess, people tease me. They never understand, my mother abuses me because of her issues. I hurt myself to get threw the day, and I have to walk miles everyday to liquor store to get alcohol for HER. My father i...

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  • Fine || Phan
    263K 10.1K 49

    That feeling deep down in your stomach, the craving. Yeah, I've had that. But not for food or blood or lust. The emptiness achieved from not eating since Monday. That's what I craved. #414 in fanfiction lol get recked

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  • Better || phan; sequel to fine.
    67K 3.4K 43

    When so much damage has been done, is it possible to recover and get better?

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  • How I Accidentally Killed Dan Howell || Phan
    7K 439 24

    Okay, look. Everyone makes mistakes, right? It just so happens my mistake is at a much larger scale, but it's okay, it's fine, we're good. So I killed the wrong Howell. Well, even grim reapers make mistakes... Right? ●●● (Probs will be pretty short and stupid... Sorry A sort of humor novel don't get butthurt)

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
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    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • A slim chance
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    Two anorexia patients Two untold stories Is a slim chance really enough to survive? -------- When Dan Howell is sent to a rehab full of depressed teenage girls, will he ever be able to escape his traumatic past? It's a slim chance... until Phil Lester comes along that is. -------- please be aware that this was written...

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  • fat {Phan}
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    f a t Those three letters have defined Phil his whole life. But he soon discovers another three letters that just might save him... d a n