bracing waves

~ short stories I wrote daily leading up til the end of summer ~

edge

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

Better Sorry than Safe

Every Tuesday during football practice, sixteen year old Sem Bolton finds himself stealing glances at the gorgeous college boy jogging down the path next to the fields. He was his dirty little secret. His guilty pleasure. His unobtainable fantasy: safe and distant on the other side of the chainlink fence. Then, throu...

tears - phan AU❁ (EDITING)

first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.

pull the trigger

"that's right, just leave me here... alone... just like i knew you would." {tracob}

misty eyes - tracob

"you're so tiny," he mutters. "my tiny boy." [warning: some triggering content]

unknown number | phan

phil lester and friends thought it would be fun to text random numbers from the phone book. he never expected to make a brand new friend. *lowkey hate my writing in this but i think the sequel is a lil better*

Lacking [Phan]

Dan Howell has grown up wingless in a world full of wings. Old legends have twisted the views of his peers, leaving him utterly alone until he meets the strangely beautiful Phil Lester, who has a different view on their world. Phil may not have the ability to give Dan wings, but he can sure as hell make him feel as if...

doodles ↠ phan ✔

"i haven't even met you, and i miss you." --- Soulmate AU where you write something on your arm with pen or marker and it appears on the other person. Idea from a Tumblr post by @/Let_Gavin_free --- lowercase intended short chapters intended [ COMPLETED ] this is the cheesiest and most cringe-worthy thing I've ever wr...

oneshots ↠ multi

relatively short stories - school's starting, and you know what that means! stress. that's what it means. so seeing as i relieve stress by writing and i never commit to anything a oneshot book feels like a good idea lmao i've tried this before but ??? i don't care anymore feel free to comment or pm if you'd like a req...

scarred • phan soulmate au

an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!

tune you out // phan

a soulmate au where on your 15th birthday your soulmate's favorite song at the time is stuck in your head, featuring pan!phil and a sexually confused dan warnings: swearing also, this is my first phanfiction so I'm not sure how this will turn out

King ◇ Phan AU

"I was a king under your control" "But I was a slave under your control." --------------------------------------------------------------------- Dan is Prince of Evernon, soon to be king. He is trying to choose the right people to do the right jobs and is still waiting for his maiden to find him. Phil is a magician and...

coffee stains | l.s

"Life is short, stay awake for it." In which Louis is a cafe barista and Harry is a professional writer and blogger. { Larry Stylinson Fanfiction } { Au } Copyright midnightintheam © 2016 -- All Rights Reserved Published: June 17, 2016 Highest Rankings: - #2 in larry (8/6/18) - #48 in larrystylinson (7/21/18) - #1 in...

stained (phan) || book #1

*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell...

lumos / phan

Dan is a powerful slytherin with a knack for taming beasts while Phil is an uncoordinated hufflepuff with a knack for herbology. but when trouble starts arising in hogwarts and Phil's home, and a darkness looms over their world, Dan soon finds himself faced with an impossible choice.

Bad Words | phan

"I have a bet." "I don't give a damn about your bet, Phil." "I bet you can't control your mouth while we're working on the project." "Fuck off." "If you don't cuss, you win and-" "And you'll curse." "Fine, but if I win," Phil smirked, "you have to kiss me." "You're on, Lester." "Try me, Howell." trigger warning: alcoh...

Riptide

A cute little romance on a beach in Australia ☼ 18-year-old Indy has finally returned to her mother's pretty little beachfront cottage, where she used to spend every summer. This is going to be the summer she finally confesses her love to Ryan, the boy next door. But this year, Ryan has brought along a girlfriend. Ind...

The Essence of Noah (Muslim story)

Raised by an Egyptian, Muslim father and an Australian, non religious mother, Hana is brought up to figure things out for herself. Not being fully one thing or another, and having two contrasting religious perspectives to learn from, Hana is faced with familial, religious and personal pressures upon any decision she n...

skin tight [y.m]

"you're so gorgeous, jiminie. but don't you think you'd be even more gorgeous if you lost a little weight?" *this book is old pls don't judge me* anorexia, self harm, vulgar language, possibly mature scenes. stay safe guys. lowercase intended. #2 in #loveyourself #1 in bulimianervosa

band aids ↠ joshler ✔

"dude, i'm telling you, tyler can't know. please don't tell him." - josh has been confined ever since he was eighteen. first, a prison. now, a mental hospital. - josh bit his lip before hastily asking, "can i.. am i allowed to know his name?" gaspipe only moved his finger in a circular motion, gesturing for josh to le...

the love club

i'm sitting pretty on the throne there's nothing more i want except to be alone. + or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. trigger warnings for • coarse language • alcohol and drug references • physical and verbal abuse • sexual sce...

The Gay Gatsby

Who in their right mind would ask a teenager to write a 4000 word essay on the works of F. Scott Fitzgerald anyway? To me, English class was simply the fine art of over analyzing very old pieces of literature. It was usually pretty easy for me to string together some intricate sounding sentences about these old novels...