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  • The Day You Slipped Away (BakuDeku)
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    Bakugo covers up his crush on Deku by hurting him and bullying him. One day the words he spoke might have gone to far. (Trigger Warning: self-harm, suicide attempt, depression, and bullying) {no quirks}

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  • .:.You Stupid Nerd.:. [A Bakudeku Hanahaki Story]
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    A blondie with anger issues and a kid who's quirk miraculously appeared one day (it really didn't, eh hem eat this, anyways-) out of the blue. They had been "friends" ever since childhood. Well it was a a one sided friendship mostly. They had post gotten into the one school that had developed the most heroes in Japan;...

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  • -Why am I still here?-Suicidal Izuku\katsudeku
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    "Why won't you shut up! I know how to control my quirk, it's mine for goodness sakes! From what it looks like you should be studying yours! Just go! Go home! Go do whatever you want! Go die! I don't care! Just stop bothering me! _________________________________________ If you don't do good with suicidal stuff, don't...

  • Don't go yet, nerd [Depressed!Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugo] [Bakudeku]
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    Katsudeku fanfic! Midoriya is depressed and Bakugo catches feelings for him *gasp* I'm so bad at this description stuff lol This may be cringey bc it's my 3rd book. Hope it isnt TOO bad...

  • he was here (depressed deku story)
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    allmights gone. is it my fault? izuku thought to himself. sitting on the cold bathroom floor he wondered, why wasnt it me? its my fault hes gone. but was it? TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!! if you are sensitive to death, suicide, self harm, please dont read! life is beautiful and you are loved. if you are having suicidal though...

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  • do you really love me? (suicidal deku x bakugo)
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    deku. deku. deku. that's all he'll ever be, a deku. an idiot. a worthless piece of trash who belongs on the streets. who belongs in the ocean and deserves to die. he wants to fulfil his dream, make his dad proud. he also wants to die, to fulfil what he wants. kacchan. kacchan. kacchan. a person who's amazing. who d...

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  • Bakugo x suicidal deku
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    Deku/izuku never had a great life it was ok he didn't have very many friends and the friend he did have didn't know the half of how he really felt his dad left him at a very young age so it was just him and his mom...but the guy he liked..he knew he would never like him back....or would he? His name was katsuki bakugo...

  • Empty Katsudeku Hanahaki AU
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    🌸"I'm so sorry, Deku. I guess you weren't able to live long enough to see me fulfill our promise."🌸 ❗️Warning : Suicidal content / self harm / cussing❗️ Art is not mine !!Story completed!!

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  • Flower petals
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    The future is a bright place Will Izuku Midoriya's flame be put out?

  • (suicidal deku) I can't take it anymore.
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    you'll have to read to find out.

  • Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!}
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    A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. T...

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  • I Can't - BakuDeku *Completed*
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    This book has trigger warnings. *Depression *Cutting *Suicide *Fluff If any of these trigger you, I strictly advise you to not read any further. Ranking!!! #13 in suicidal (4/20/20)

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  • I love you, but you don't {bakudeku hanahaki disease}
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    Izuku midoriya is in love with his childhood friend and bully. Izuku has fell in love with Bakugo katsuki when they were just in middle school. Izuku knew what the disease was, that wa

  • Cursed with love (DISCONTINUED‼️)
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    DISCONTINUED ‼️‼️ Deku is cursed with the Hanahaki Disease and is forced into the harsh reality that his childhood friend/crush will never be able to return his feelings... Or so he thought. (This is a Bakudeku fiction and will have a lot of angst throughout the story) Disclaimer: none of the art/cover art is mine...

  • I'm a Hero too! (Bakugou X Suicidal! Deku)
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    [Sequel officially out titled "Beautiful dreams"] [COMPLETED] Hello, My name is Izuku Midoriya. Right now, I'm in U.A HighSchool. Before I met All Might, I was close to believing I had no chance becoming a hero... but now I think I have higher chances with a quirk! I just have to believe in myself. And get him to bel...

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  • Help Me (bakudeku)
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    read first chapter for description

  • X•Letter•X {suicidal deku au}
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    Bakugou picked up a letter- almost exploding the crumpled up paper when he spotted the four letters 'deku'. But then he read it-... "....d-dEKU!!" ... *i update every 1 to 2 days depending on how long the chapter is ;)*

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  • [complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku
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    in which izuku gives himself a year to perfect his swan dive !lowercase intended ranks: #55 in diary #312 in katsudeku #429 in bakudeku #3 in diaryentries #128 in depressed #796 in bokunoheroacademia #110 in suicidalthoughts #993 in myheroacademia #346 in katsuki #152 in kacchan #409 in midoriya #501 in izuku #282 in...

  • Every Scar Doesn't Heal .:Depressed Midoriya:.
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    Also I suggest reading the manga before reading this book because it has some MAJOR spoilers! THIS STORY IS UNDER BEING RE-WRITTEN SO PLEASE DON'T FREAK OUT IF A CHAPTER GOES MISSING! .:Story:. Staring down at the piece of laminated plastic in his hands; snow white teeth stretched as wide as it could be with happy lin...

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  • •𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐹𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑• (bakudeku)
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    ⚠️𝑇𝑅𝐼𝐺𝐺𝐸𝑅𝑊𝐴𝑅𝑁𝐼𝑁𝐺⚠️ (This is also my first story to bare with me) •𝐷𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 •𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑇ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 •𝐶𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 Deku has officially grown tired of relentless bullying from Bakugou. So he takes matters to his own hands...

  • Endings and beginnings (a katsudeku story)
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    Deku is depressed,katsuki constantly bringing him lower and lower until he sinks so far he almost does something that he'll regret Then he's gone Does Deku survive? What do you mean by he's gone?! What does Katsuki do? All of these questions and more will be answered in Endings and beginnings WARNING:Deku is depres...

  • • 【𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞】 • 𝘴𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘬𝘶 • вαкυ∂єкυ • ☽
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    A suicidal Deku AU (bakudeku). Fair warning, there are some trigger warnings. certian things (..which alot of them are quite descriptive) may be triggering to some. •TW for;• Self Harm Suicide/Suicide Attempt Severe Bullying Rape Eating Disorders Profanity Underage drinking and usage of illegal substances.

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  • depression kill's ( Depressed Izuku X Bakugou)
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    this story is going to be bakudeku

  • Abused Deku X Kacchan
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    Bakugo has to find a way to help Deku he is suicidal and won't stop hurting himself what will happen if Kacchan gets to him to late?

  • goodbye (suicidal Deku)
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    I whant something different and this is it. sad story ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ warning: eating disorder, cutting,rape - don't read if you feel uncomfortable reading it this is going to be short book and the end is sad, sorry if you don't like reading about this.

  • Undiscovered Secrets ~.:Depressed Midoriya x Bakugou:.~
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    Midoriya was always a happy kid and was always cheerful and happy around others and had the brighter smile, or so they thought. Things started to go right for the boy till one night when he got accepted in U.A. What will happen, will he die, how will a certain blonde act? How will this change both of them? Read more t...

  • "Pathetic" Deppresed!Izuku
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    Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, cringy POV first person writing, delicate topics handled like luggage at an airport - the basics of fanfiction it's bakudeku-

  • In Front Of Me (Bakudeku)
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    TRIGGER WARNING: self harm, depression, atempted suicide and discrimination you have been warned Deku is an omega unlike everyone else at UA and as he's depression gets worse and is so close to going over the edge. Will Bakugo be able to save him before its to late? Note: this is my first fanfic so please tell me ho...

  • His Last Days| Katsudeku✔️
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    Izuku is drowning, and his peers' relentless bullying isn't helping. Especially Katsuki, who seems to get a kick out of all of this. What will happen when Katsuki's childhood friend decides he can't take it anymore... --------------- This is a Katsudeku/Bakudeku(Izuku MidoryiaxKatsuki Bakugou) story. Don't like? Don'...

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