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  • Bruises [Phan]
    732 34 1

    WARNING: abuse and mentions of depression. Dan's determined to protect Phil from his abusive boyfriend. (I own nothing but my characters and ideas)

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  • texts from a stranger ~ phan
    150K 6.7K 30

    "happy birthday!" "who the fuck are you"

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  • is our love valid? ; phan
    95.6K 3.8K 55

    *lower case and misspellings are intended* dan is alone. he always has been. he would spend day in and day out on multiple chat websites hoping one day he indeed will find a friend. that is, until a certain boy named phil lester sends a chat request to him, and he flips his shit. some one had finally wanted to be his...

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  • Isolation. Phan
    12.7K 804 18

    Dan and Phil are in love. Dan with Phil but Phil with someone they met in America- Noah. Noah isn't who he appears to be. This is their story. A story of blackmail, depression and love. TW: Abuse (both emotional and physical), minor self harm and depression. IF I FIND MORE I WILL ADD THEM IN HERE. Please read with ca...

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  • I Believe in Magic - Phan [#Wattys2017]
    68.4K 5.6K 27

    Magic, illusion, love and destruction... Phil Lester came into this world like anyone else. However, he is far from normal. Born with intense magic powers, he has trained his entire life with a teacher to help him control himself so that he may live a normal and safe life without endangering himself or others. Wh...

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  • Hunter Of The Night (Phan AU)
    50K 3K 21

    Phil is a vampire who believes that humans and night creatures should live amongst each other in harmony. Dan is a vampire hunter, part of the clan, and believes that vampires like Phil don't exist.

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  • Secrets • phan
    78.7K 2.8K 37

    He's scared to tell him, It's his.

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  • Mating the coyote-phan AU (boyxboy)
    4.5K 208 28

    Best friends turn into lovers, lovers turn to enemies and past enemies become your best friend...that's how it works right?? Well That's not how it works in reality your enemies are your enemies, there's no love just ones chosen for you called 'mates' to which your to be with the rest of your sorry lives and best frie...

  • Touch - Phan
    290K 13.7K 24

    "'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I s...

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  • Save Me - A Dan and Phil Love Story
    43.6K 1.2K 5

    (Warning, self-harm and violence.) Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been through a lot of bad things in their sixteen years of living, things that will scar them forever, mentally and physically. When they find each other they feel happy together, but things get worse. The thing that they want to know is.. was their re...

  • Man-Eater | Dan and Phil fanfic
    7.9K 523 18

    Darkness, Pain, Misery, Anguish, Sadness, Dispair Those were the word's Phil Lester, Youtuber of over 3 million subs wouldn't say was his life, but that's what it's come too. Phil was generally a happy person, with hopes and goals for the future until that was snatched away from him instantly. The days seem shorter a...

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  • late night thoughts ;; phan
    85.4K 6.8K 12

    You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

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  • KIK•Phan AU
    341K 21.7K 75

    "Hey PJ, how've you been?" "Who's PJ? • Bad grammar and such intended • Trigger Warning: depression, mentions of suicide ### -completed as of 3/1/16-

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  • Misplaced -Phan
    40.5K 2.9K 13

    Phil wakes up in an alternate universe. And then Phil... wakes up in an alternate universe. Both Phil's try to navigate back to their own life while simultaneously trying to deal with each others'. (AKA YouTuber!Phil tries to deal with the fact that he's in a band and he and Dan are enemies, and Band!Phil tries to und...

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  • Mistake (Misfit/Freak AU)
    10.7K 568 5

    This started as a oneshot named "Misfit/Freak Oneshot" published at three in the morning, based off of my favorite author's AU. After receiving crazy amounts of attention, I wrote another part. Now, a year later, I'm adding two more parts and giving it a makeover. The new title is Mistake, and parts of the earlier wri...

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  • Our Red String Of Fate
    18.8K 784 6

    Phil had never been one to dwell on the bigger picture, he was the type content to saturate in the moment. He'd never really understood the way his best friend would get so hung up on finding purpose, not when he'd come to terms with the idea that life was what you made of it so early on. He considered himself a firm...

  • So You Tried to Put a Fire Out, but You Used Gasoline ~ Phan
    20.2K 771 13

    [this story is unfinished.] Dan has been having violent outbursts and Phil won't take "I'm fine" as an answer. His outbursts occur more and more every day, and they come to the conclusion that there is something medically/mentally wrong with him. Just one trip to the doctor's office and one diagnosis could change ev...

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  • Phan One Shots
    3.5K 113 22

    I like reading Phan one shots so why not write some? Requests are greatly appreciated This will mainly be fluff, maybe some angst I'm not sure, but there might be a few smut-ish ones.

  • A slim chance
    51.7K 2.3K 26

    Two anorexia patients Two untold stories Is a slim chance really enough to survive? -------- When Dan Howell is sent to a rehab full of depressed teenage girls, will he ever be able to escape his traumatic past? It's a slim chance... until Phil Lester comes along that is. -------- please be aware that this was written...

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  • Impossible
    9K 591 15

    ~Sequel To A slim chance~ Dan finally makes it out of prison and he has he mind set on one thing; Phil But when will things work out, or will Dan's time in prison have taken its toll on others too? Most importantly, will Dan ever gain back Phil's trust? It seems impossible.

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  • I'm Philicity (Transgender Phanfic)
    6.4K 305 10

    Phil always felt like the outsider at school. Because she was born a boy. Phil was transgender. She would always try to fit in and 'be a man' as they say but it wasn't who she wanted to be. She wanted to be Philicity. Being too scared to come out she goes to the support of her friend Louise who more than willingly...

  • Dragon || Phan, Kickthestickz [DISCONTINUED]
    15.5K 796 5

    Dan is a black Dragon Shifter who has a tendency to blend into the shadows. There are four of his kind in total and he's been searching for the other three - the blue, white and green dragon and find out where he came from. After a council meeting Dan flies off to clear his head but stumbles across three boys in the w...

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  • fat {Phan}
    12.1K 545 9

    f a t Those three letters have defined Phil his whole life. But he soon discovers another three letters that just might save him... d a n

  • Hush《D.H.+P.L.》
    1.4K 91 18

    A highschool AU in which Phil is a silent, broken boy, and Dan wants to fix him. But maybe he'll break him for good. ☆Really cringy and bad but kinda okay☆ {Lonnnggggg chapters after the prologue btw, at least 2,000 words per chapter my dudes} 《Trigger warning guys, be careful!!!》

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  • It's not just you - Phan (completed)
    192K 9.2K 25

    Phil is in love with his best friend Dan, whom is dating a girl named Becca. After 6 months, Phil can't take it anymore, sending him over the edge. After Dan finds him on the roof, about to jump, how will Phil cope keeping his real reason away from Dan? This was originally just a one-shot from my book of them, howeve...

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  • Flower Crowns and Stars. Phan AU
    73K 4.4K 15

    Dan liked to wear black and look at the stars. He always wore a frown, reflecting his loneliness. Phil liked to wear pastel colours and pick flowers. He always smiled, showing that he was ready to brighten anyone's day. They were almost opposites... yet they were meant to be best friends. TW: Bullying.

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  • Discovery. Flower Crowns And Stars Prequel
    20.4K 1K 18

    Phil doesn't suit dark clothes and they just don't feel like.. him. Dan is secluded.. he blocks himself off from society. Two boys with problems they need to overcome. This is their journey through discovery. PREQUEL TO FLOWER CROWNS AND STARS. ALTHOUGH YOU CAN READ THIS ON ITS OWN, I WOULD RECOMMEND YOU ALSO READ F...

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  • Abused (PHAN)
    1K 35 1

    Phil is in an abusive relationship TW: ABUSE (VERBAL AND PHYSICAL) PANIC ATTACKS JUST LIKE SAD REALLY REALLY SAD LIKE SAD AF

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  • "Why do you love him?" phan
    5.3K 213 13

    Phil has been Dans kitten since 9thgrade- warning this has lot of triggers

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  • "Dear Phil..." Phanfic
    29.7K 1.3K 31

    Dan and Phil are two very great best friends, but what Phil doesn't know is that Dan may have feelings for him which could either end good or bad. Dan starts a live stream one day and something happens!