Erin is an awkward, socially anxious, quiet 13 year old girl who has suffered with depression almost her whole life, and she can't see a way out of the hellhole that is her life, but just when she's about to give up, she finds a glimmer of hope. Her untouched, brand new diary. This will be the book that she will hold on to forever and write all of her memories in. By the time July 2014 comes, she's packing up and finally leaving those streets of London. As November comes around, Erin has lots of friends, she's in a good school and a good place. But there's only one person who captures her heart - Ytzack Elkerbout. He steals her heart on day 1 and he has it ever since. She can only hope that he doesn't play with it or break it, because she doesn't know how much more she can take from her severe depression. The feeling of giving up just pulling her back down after she'd made so much progress. She's terrified of life throws at her, but no matter what, she can put on a brave face and deal with it. As these two go through more and more things together, Erin adds a little piece of her journey into that diary, bit by bit.