What I fear most is losing everything. Her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her lips, her dreams, her wishes, and her hopes. What I fear even more is losing her. If I told her my feelings would she push me away? If I showed it to her would she treat me any differently? Would she go to someone else? Would she be hurt if I left her? If I pushed her away would she leave me? You have to understand that I meant nothing to you but you mean the world to me. If I told you I love you would you hate me? Would I regret it? My angel means everything to me and even if the darkness would have taken her, I swear that I would do more than just hurt him. I will make him feel her pain completely. I decided to work at a cafe for a bit as a favor for my friends (Natsu and Gray) destroying Yajima's cafe, but since he had enough staff that day, he decided to hand me to his friend for a little bit. He insisted I had gone for fear of the guys and Erza destroying her place. I had heard that she was a very nice lady and hoped that she was at least lenient.