If you don't know // Ashton irwin 5sos

'Ash, wait' I yelled down the hall whilst i ran after him. I finally caught up to him and grabbed his hand and turned him around until he was facing me. I could see the tears forming in his greeny-hazel eyes showing me how hard this was for him.

' When your done deciding what you you want, let me know...' he sniveled trying to prevent the tears in his eyes from falling.

' I don't know what i want right now Ash or what i feel i just-' i paused trying to find the words to say, ' I just need a few days to think everything though, okay...' I said softly, trying not to hurt his feelings. But, i did. i broke him. Tears started rolling down his face so i lifted my arm and stroked them away with my thumb. He turned away, but i pulled him back. I didn't want him to leave.

'If you-' You could hear the pain in his voice, he was stuglling to get the words out, past the lump in his throat. ' ...if you don't know Elle... let me go'

//ongoing//