Book 2 of the series. Book 1 is: you will be mine. An avenger + Loki fan fic After the events of the previous book Alice is now on her own. From leaving Loki, and Alissa and Thor going to live on Vanaheim to rule, Alice now has taken the offer to be a full time shield agent. Alice has to go through the events of wandavision and the events of Falcon and the Winter Solider. Where she will have to take a dive into the past and meet old friends. However what Alice doesn't know is a certain god is keeping a close eye on her. Alice's only way to visit Alissa and Thor is through the bifrost in which she has to use to go to Asgard then to vanaheim. Her stay on Vanaheim isn't as pleasant as she thought it would be, considering Loki decided he would 'pay his dear brother a visit' after ease dropping on her and heimdalls conversation. Loki, being the god of mischief, convinced the three to stay on Asgard until Christmas, but something happens just before the holiday. Will Loki and Alice's relationship rekindle? Or will he push her away trying to make her jealous. Read on to find out just how Loki deals with his jealously, his obsession and his hatred. And just what secrets this new chapter of Alice's life can hold, and who might appear and cause everything to go turn.