(Here and Now) Is love worth it

(Here and Now) Is love worth it?
Jasper Alexander Williams meets the man of his dreams only to lose him so early in the relationship, a year later Jasper goes to Costa Rica for the one year anniversary of the death of his husband, and where they had there honeymoon. And its his wedding anniversary, he meets Zander Davenport not thinking he could ever feel the same way he does about his late husband. And in the short time that he's with Zander he starts to feel more than just friendship, but he fights it and goes back home.
Jasper runs into Zander again, and at first he fights his feelings thinking that he's betraying the love of his life, they meet up again and there friendship starts up again until Zander is hurt and he too is fighting for his life, that's when Jasper realizes that he can't fight his feelings for Zander but is it too late..............