The scars mended

I was so stupid to believe anyone really cared. My father left us, his own family behind to start a new one. My long time best friend abandoned me in my time of need. He was my everything, my first kiss to child hood love, gone. The school hated me as I dated almost all the guys trying to find love as all the people I have ever loved left me. My life is upside down as everything I knew was a lie. My friends, I had one, and I faced betrayal. What did I have to live for, I have scars why not end it all?