The past is like a distant echo, always reverberating in my mind. It used to be my present, shaping who I was. But now, I feel lost and bewildered, as if I'm starting from scratch in a whole new world. Unlike my brother or Steve, I didn't have the luxury of time to adapt. I was fortunate in some matters, I wasn't frozen in ice like Steve, or brainwashed by HYDRA like Bucky; Though it all happened in the blink of an eye, and suddenly everything changed. Howard, who had been a constant presence in my life, was gone, and now stood in front of me was Fury, a man of enigmatic power and influence. I wanted comfort and I found it closer than I thought I would. {WARNING THIS STORY MAY CONTAIN GRAPHIC/MATURE CONTENT, IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO ANYTHING SKIP THE CHAPTERS WITH WARNINGS AND READ WITH CAUTION; MAY CONTAIN - SEXUAL/EXPLICIT CONTENT - MENTIONS/DISCUSSION OF RACE - DISCUSSION OF FEMINISM/WOMAN'S RIGHTS - TIME TRAVEL - ADJUSTMENT TO THE MODERN ERA - FAMILIAL PROBLEMS/ISSUES - GRIEF/MOURNING DEATH/DISAPPEARANCE - WW2 MENTIONS - TRAUMA/POST TRAUMATIC STRESS MENTIONS - NIGHTMARES/TERRORS - FORCED PROXCIMITY [KIND OF] - MENTIONS OF SUICIDE/SUICIDAL TENDENCIES- MURDER - DIFFERENT KINKS [POSSIBLY] - AND OTHER MATURE CONTENT OF THE SORTS.}