Words (Where I leave my feelings)
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Ongoing7m
Last published Thu, Mar 10, 2022
These are my journal entries from long ago. These are entries my Angels had specifically told me that others needed to see, so I will share them now. Hoping that you can find someone who understands you. Hoping that you can find someone who knows exactly what you're feeling. I've felt all of those bad things too. I can genuinely tell you that IT DOES NOT LAST FOREVER. It is absolutely true that it's gets better. It's a fact if you let it. Through a tremendous amount of healing, self work, and pouring a whoole lot of love into myself I am in an AMAZING place. After a lot of hard years I'm finally getting there. I'm not saying this to brag, I'm saying this so that you are certain. I am proof. You will get through! Keep shining. You're amazing and I freaking love you 🥺💖
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These entries will remain untouched. If you cannot bare the sight of poor punctuation, maybe some grammar, and a weird look to em- please do not continue 😂😂😂
Ummmm I'm not sure if I should put anything about a TW... at this time I was a heartbroken individual and life was really rough for me. I didn't truly have anybody except for myself and.. in a way it's still kind of like that but I'm very much okay.
Every entry is not doom and gloom. I'm just going off the one I've just read. It's been a long time since I've seen them. ANYWAYS I'm rambling. Enjoy... or just feel, that's okay too.
Ugh 😩 I'm so upset my dates got placed out of order.. it must be for a reason. pls don't mind it 😭
<The cover photo came from Pinterest, I do not own>
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