I wanted to be in his arms. God, did I want to be held and seen only by him.
"Why can't he look back at me?" I questioned myself. "What is lacking of me?"
Today was the 58th attempt. Quite hopelessly, I'd only realized that today.
The realization that followed, was that in my futile rush for an answer to those questions, there was a true path already being traversed.
Nene Kusanagi and Rui Kamishiro.
For him, I forsaked everything in my possession.
In return was a need for retribution.
Then, a voice reached out.
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