The Tears Of The Great Wife

Being loved by the one you love is Heaven
Being with the one you wish to be is Happiness
Being happy with the side of your love ones is being Contented

but

Being hate by your love ones is Hell
Being with your love ones that makes them feel unhappy is Sadness
Being happy with the side of your love ones that don't feel the same way is Selfish

I feel this BOTH.
I feel happiness every time my eyes caught him.
I feel contented every time his on my side.
but
I feel hell cause he hates me a LOT.
I feel Sadness every time he IGNORES me.
I feel Pain because I know very well, that my Husband could never look me with love..
but how could I let him GO?
If I know his my EVERYTHING.