Not So Vibrant, Not So Dull (draft) ✔

"I loved it more when you were just a pianist."

"Yeah, me too. I loved me better that way."

Mirror story of IN BLACK AND WHITE, I'M BLUE in Garret Swan's POV

I'm chaos myself, more than you can ever know. For as good an actor as I am, I am a better pianist. The blacks in my world are bolder than you assume, so intense that the white I try to paint over it can barely shade a grey. But I feel more vibrant when I'm with you, when I kiss you, or even just think of it. And now, I'm afraid of getting addicted to the luxury of you-a luxury I can't afford.