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Alexithymia

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Reads 118
Votes 8
Parts 7
Time 38m

Mature

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Y/N got herself into drugs at a young age since her parents didn't care, but one boy did,  Five hargreeves.

Five hargreeves was a mean guy I guess you 
can say but if you knew him you would
know his past wasn't so easy. He would always be there telling her to stop with such nonsense, while he had drinking problems himself. 

Who can blame both of them? They have a bad life, yet they're still there for each other somehow not losing their minds. They live in a calm small town and away from everything, but they find out it isn't as calm anymore.  

Weeks go on of people being found murdered. No one can seem to think who it is leaving the town scared, and wondering who can be next. Will they find out who's behind all this? 

TW: language, suicide, abuse, drugs, 
trauma, deaths, kidnapping, sexual assault, and self-harmAll Rights Reserved

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|Bloody Mask| Five Hargreeves by whensangriacries

"𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑎 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑦, 𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑘𝑒𝑦, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘,𝑌/𝑛." Y/n, mostly known as "The Actress", is a special assassin working under the Time Commission since she remembers. Why would she be special? Because she's only sent into very specific assassination jobs, where she is required to put on an act and manipulate her targets to extract information, and then, eventually, their lives. However, the woman with a perfect reputation faces a twist in her emotionless life when she's assigned to the mission of killing Five Hargreeves, the former best assassin of the company who betrayed his superiors and fled into another timeline in hope to save his family from the apocalypse of 2019. The woman, now in a girl's body, has to deal with overwhelming new feelings she desperaly wants to get rid of, and discovers things about herself that she preferred keeping away from her mind. WARNING! This story contains descriptions and mentions of violence, death and other possibly triggering matters. - I am NOT the creator or owner of The Umbrella Academy Series or any of it's characters, except for Y/n and non-canonical characters.

Work, Sleep, Reproduce, Die - Five Hargreeves x reader by Wr1ter0f4ges

Y/N Hargreeves, tested on her entire life, list her battle to gambling at the age of 19. She's just been evicted after losing the major pot of $5000. She isn't very close with her family (besides Klaus and Diego ) but decides to go back for a quick visit when she realises that the cost of living is too much and she is entitled to a shit tone of inheritance. She had golden years from the age of 20-26 where nobody in the world could beat her. What's her secret you ask? Well, the special thing about Y/n is, she's got powers Her entire family does. Hers just so happen to be super smarts. She is the most intelligent person in the word. This is how she gained so much fame in the gambling world. But she had to quit when the National Casino Board Of Rulers decided her power was costing others too much money. So they cut her off. An accident occurred 17 years ago where Reginald, her father, tried to send her into the future to find her annoying as adoptive brother Five. It went wrong and she is now stuck in her 13 year old body, but everyone knows what happened so she is allowed in the Casinos and whatnot. But when Five comes back, she finds herself dragged into something she hasn't experienced before. A sick and twisted love story.

𝙈𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙩 by jahuudka03

"Y/N..." he breathed out. "I know," I nodded. But I didn't. I had no idea what he wanted to say. And I honestly didn't really care, the only thought occupying my head being the desperate need to feel his lips against mine again. ~ •°★ * ★°• ~ On the 1st of October 1989 43 women gave birth despite waking up that day without being with child. This peculiar occurrence caught the attention of an older eccentric man, Mr. Hargreeves, who went and adopted as much of those children as he could with the vision of making them into heros. The kind that might one day save the world. And then a lot of fucked up shit happened. You know when you're doing something you know will inevitably backfire, it's probably the best idea to come up with a plan B at least. I was my father's plan B. Not that it worked, he really should've came up with plan C... narcissistic idiot. !!! xfemreader !!! (TW: violence, blood, sexual themes, substance abuse, underage smoking/drinking)

JUST A KID (Five H X Child Reader) by Avengergirl99

Being a good parent, isn't about blood, it's about love. He will do anything to protect that kid. Blood makes you relative, love and loyalty makes you family. After spending years in a future apocalypse and worked as an assassin, Five return back home to 2019 to his family, but only this time he has a little kid with him. "Five, will you promise that you will always be there for me" "Of course, I will never leave you. I will always be here with you" "But what if you die and I'm still here?" "Well, I hope at that time, you'll be all grown up. And you won't need me anymore" "I think I would always need you, Five" "And I'll always need you too, Kiddo" "I'm here, and I'm not leaving, I will always be here. I will protect you and keep you safe, always" "She is just a kid" "She may not be my daughter by blood, but she is my kid" In which Five is taken care of a little girl all on his own. And he will do anything to keep her safe. OR After being gone for years, Five return with a little girl that is far from ordinary. And who he will do anything to protect. You are a little girl that is following your caretaker/Adopted father Five Hargreeves around while trying to help him save the world where you here meet Five's super dysfunctional family. -What is it that is making you so special? -Is there more to you and your powers than Five know? -How far will Five go to protect and keep you safe? -Will you ever get that normal childhood and life? -Can Five protect you? Read to find out. Five Hargreeves x fem ChildReader A father-daughter relationship story Season 1-4

US AGAINST TIME (F.H) by Avengergirl99

On the same day, forty-three infants were born to random unconnected women who showed no signs of pregnancy the day before. Eight of them are adopted by a man name Reginald who creates The Umbrella Academy and prepares his 'children' to save the world. Now the seven surviving siblings reunite upon the news of their father's passing and must work together to solve a mystery surrounding his death. But the estranged family begins to come apart due to their divergent personalities and abilities, not to mention the imminent threat of a global apocalypse. In which two adults assassin stuck in their teen bodies are doing everything to keep each other and the ones they love safe while trying to save the world. In which Number Eight and Number Five return after being gone for years to stop an apocalypse. Or in which you and your husband Five breaks your contract to save your family from the end of the world. Two adults stuck in their teen bodies is trying to stop the end of the world. Y/n Hargreeves and Five Hargreeves was inseparable from a very young age. Never did anything without each. If one of them got hurt the other would take care of them until the other got better. They were always by each other's side. So when Five wanted to time travel, you want to go with him. Even if it means getting stuck in an apocalypse future for 45 years. Now after years of being gone. The two of you travel back, to stop the apocalypse and save your family and the world. Five Hargreeves x femreader Season 1-4

Never Too Late: Five Hargreeves by Duskprincess89

Trigger Warning: strong language, self-harm, and attempted suicide "I can never make it right, I can never say this to you. But, I love you," "Why didn't you say this to me when I was alive?" The Hargreeves family is devastated by the loss of Anna Hargreeves, aka Number Eight. When Five returns from the future after hearing about one of his family members deaths, he is shocked and saddened to learn that his best friend ended her life and searches for a way to go back in time and save her. But after finding a journal full of reasons why she did it, Five will have to walk through memory lane to find the source of Anna's pain. Will he save her before she makes a terrible mistake?

Moonflower - F.H by kitty4cho

Lillian Romanov was a princess and a well respected one. She and her family were living peacefully till one night when her entire family was murdered. Lillian skills may have saved her from dying that night, but they didn't protect her from the dangers of a certain woman. Five Hargreeves wanted to prove that he was ready, to his father, his siblings and most importantly to himself. When time travel didn't go as planned he makes a deal with the "devil" that costs him a lot. Lillian and Five may be the same but they're different at the same time. What happens when the boy decides he wants out, and the girl is assigned to bring him back not necessarily alive. Five Hargreeves x Oc I do not own any characters except Lillian

DIVORCED OR MARRIED (F.H) by Avengergirl99

"I will find you in every timeline, until we can be together" True love never dies or disappears. In which two ex-lovers is trying to save the world. You try living the life that was taken away from you. But everything changes when someone who you thought would never reappear shows up and now you have to save the world with your ex and his family. Sometimes all people need is a second chance and sometimes you get a second chance at love. If two hearts are meant to be together, no matter how long it takes, how far they go how tough it seems, fate will bring them together to share their love forever. So if you're truly meant to be together, life will find a way to make it happen. Who would have thought that saving the world while trying not to get killed and fighting the urge/avoiding killing each other could be so romantic. In which two people stumble upon each other more than once. First as strangers and then later as enemies. Two teens stumble upon each other in a broken world, falls in love and get married. As adults they join a place called the Commission, trained as assassins and killers, but this drifts them away from each other. And what was once two lovers has now turned into two people who hate each other. In which the world is ending and Five Hargreeves, having no other choice, seeks out help from someone who is not only the most dangerous assassin and deadly killer in the world but is also his ex-wife, who hates him. Or does she? Or in which, you, a retired assassin gets a big surprise when someone who you thought you would never see again, your ex-husband Five Hargreeves, knocks on your door, wounded and desperately in need of your help in saving the world. Despite your hatred towards each other, you and Five have to put the past behind you both to work together to save the world. There is only one problem, he never fell out of love, but you did. Or did you? Five Hargreeves x femreader A hate to lover to hate to love story Season 1-4

My savior 1 (Five Hargreeves) (Book 1) by Avengergirl99

"Meeting you was a choice, becoming your friend and gain your trust was my mission, but falling in love with you, was beyond my control" You were supposed to kill him, but you end up falling for him instead. Every mission you have taken, you could complete but somehow he was the only mission you couldn't complete. Why was that? In which The Handler's niece, you, Y/n Smith who is the best female assassin, is sent out on a special mission to stop your old 'friend' and coworker Five Hargreeves in saving the world. But the more time you spend with him, the more you start caring for him and old feelings are waking up for the both of you. So now is up to you to make a choice, risking your own life by going against your aunt's order or fight through those feelings, ignore them and complete your mission, stopping Five Hargreeves. You have to make a sacrifice involving the ones you love and decide what or rather who is most important to you. *Will you still work for The Commission, for your aunt? *Will you team up with Five and help him save the world? Or will things get worse for you at the end? *Will you listen to those feeling or ignore them and complete your mission? *How will Five react when he find out the truth about you? *Can Five really save you? Five Hargreeves x femreader! Five Hargreeves x Y/n Smith The umbrella academy fanfic Season 1 to season 2 WARNING: CONTAINS BLOOD, VIOLENCE AND STRONG LANGUAGE!!!!!! WARNING SPOILERS for the Netflix Tv serie: The Umbrella Academy.

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"𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑎 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑦, 𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑘𝑒𝑦, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘,𝑌/𝑛." Y/n, mostly known as "The Actress", is a special assassin working under the Time Commission since she remembers. Why would she be special? Because she's only sent into very specific assassination jobs, where she is required to put on an act and manipulate her targets to extract information, and then, eventually, their lives. However, the woman with a perfect reputation faces a twist in her emotionless life when she's assigned to the mission of killing Five Hargreeves, the former best assassin of the company who betrayed his superiors and fled into another timeline in hope to save his family from the apocalypse of 2019. The woman, now in a girl's body, has to deal with overwhelming new feelings she desperaly wants to get rid of, and discovers things about herself that she preferred keeping away from her mind. WARNING! This story contains descriptions and mentions of violence, death and other possibly triggering matters. - I am NOT the creator or owner of The Umbrella Academy Series or any of it's characters, except for Y/n and non-canonical characters.