Alexithymia

First day

It was my first day of junior year. I had all my stuff together as I was walking to meet up with Lila and Maddy at Lila's house. "I'm here!!" I said as I shut the door behind me. "You think he'll even notice me?" "Come on Lila, he's nothing without you," Cassie told Lila as she kept ranting about her ex-boyfriend. I can't say they were in a healthy relationship because they would always be on and off. "Plus you're too good-looking for him"

"You guys broke up?" I said as they turned to look at me. "Y/N!!" Lila said my name as if she hadn't seen me in days. "Yeah, we decided it was best for us" "By 'we' do you mean Diego?" Cassie said as Lila stared at her with a dirty look. "Where is your boyfriend?" "I don't get a boyfriend okay Lila? I have guys liking me 24/7 and not just guys, but also men"  Cassie said rolling her eyes.

Cassie was really popular at our school. Everyone wanted to be her or be with her. Guys, girls, and even teachers which grossed me out. Last year the only reason why she passed history class was cause she had slept with the teacher. I'm not the one to judge, so we didn't say anything.

Lila on the other hand has rich parents, but they never really seem to have time for her. Even though her parents are rich they never give her money. She shoplifts most of the time and she somehow doesn't get caught. Her relationship is not so easy. Cassie and I always have to be there for her. Maybe every like 2 times each month? It gets annoying.

"Are you guys ready to go?" I said waiting impatiently. "Yeah, come on let's go before we get in trouble on the first day of school" We ran out the door and started walking "So how are you and Five?" they asked looking at me "We're fine? What else is there to say" They just looked at me "You sure?" Lila said, "Yes I'm sure-" I got cut off as Diego, Klaus, and Five walked up to us. "Hey guys," Klaus said as he was inhaling some weed. "Hey," Lila said looking at Five and Klaus "Diego," she said as she eyed him up and down. Five came up behind me and put his arm around my shoulder. "Hey Five," I said looking up at him

"Hi beautiful," he said to me as we started walking. "Who's ready for the first of junior year!!" Cassie said as she was walking with Klaus. "It's too early" I said as I rubbed my eyes

We finally got to our classes and I sat down next to Five. "How was summer?" I said looking at him "Was pretty boring, but I'm glad to see you" I smiled and kissed his cheek. The teacher came around giving us books "Please turn to page 6"

~after class~

"Well this is my class" I stood there and smiled at him "I'll get you after class okay sweetheart?" Five said as he kissed me, and walked to his class. I see Cassie sitting down and she waves at me "Hey Cassie" I say as I sit down next to her "Have you seen the new kid? He's so hot" she said as I rolled my eyes "You find everyone hot" "do not, anyways have you see our teacher?"

Once she had said that, a man that looked in his late 30s came in. "Who's that?" She said looking at him. I nearly threw up "Cassie, that's a fucking 36-year-old male" I said and she rolled her eyes "I wasn't thinking of anything" she said and I just watched the teacher

"Good morning class my name is Mr. Stone" Mr. Stone, more like Mr. Stoner the fuck. "He gives me weird vibes" Cassie just looked at me "he's new to the school so maybe that's why?" she said as she started writing down what we're supposed to do "I recently moved here and that's pretty much all" he said as pretty much the whole class ignored him

After a few more classes or was finally lunch. We were sitting at a table talking about our teachers "I don't like Mr. Stone" I said and everyone agreed "How was history class?" we all looked at Diego "It was alright" he said and I saw five walking up to us "Fiveee" I said as I hugged him "Hey darling" he said as he sat down "So, I was thinking maybe we should have a party at my house" Lila said "Yes!!" Klaus got up and started jumping "I'll bring drinks" "Me and Five can get chips or snacks" I said looking at him. He smiled at me and I felt happy. You could never think that someone can make you happy by just smiling. "That sounds fine" Five kisses me and I lay my head on his shoulder

"Well after school everyone come over" Lila said "I'll take care on inviting everyone" Cassie smiles and started posting on instagram. If Cassie was there, everyone was there. "I'll help you set up" Diego said and we all looked at him "sure whatever you want" Lila was trying so hard not to smile but me and Cassie could notice. The bell rang and we all started going to our classes. "How about we skip this class?" Five said staring at me. "How about tomorrow? I wanna see what my classes are like okay?" I kissed his cheek and walked to my class.

After a day from being there we were all happy to be walking home "that was a good first day I would say?" "Could have been better but yeah. At least we all have PE together" Lila said

"Well ima go get changed so see you all at the party" I say smiling and we all went our separate ways. "Wait Y/N!" Five said as he ran to me. "Yes handsome?" I said turning around "I'll pick you up at 7?" He said, I could tell he was nervous "That sounds fine" I smiled and kissed him "I can also tell you're nervous" he looked at me and rolled his eyes "I'll see you later sweetheart" he walked away. I finally got home and went instead. No one was home as expected.