Right love, wrong time

The secret she will take to her grave.
All she felt was the passion, the fire he set to her soul. But she did not know that this same fire, would burn her to the ground. Lisa knew it was wrong, but she could not help being drawn to him. Her body responded to him, before she even could. All the sirens went off, but she found herself in his bed over and over again. She was drawn to him like a moth to a flame. She knew she would get burned but didn't care. Her body craved him. Craved his smell, his smile, his walk. He had complete control over her. Like a drug she was addicted to him, and she could never get enough.
Before she knew it, she was in love with her engaged boss, Mr Kingston. No one knew what happened behind closed doors, the late nights at the office, the meetings with clients and the countless trips and sneaking around. Maybe it was the sneaking around that gave her the trill and that's why she kept going back.
All she knew was that she needed this job, walking away was no option. She thought she could handle it, but little did she know that he would destroy her life. He would destroy her. Why did she not see the signs? There should have been signs.
Six years, six years of her life and she finds herself laying hopelessly on her bedroom floor, alone, heartbroken, crying her eyes out with no one to talk to. She had to walk away.
She did not know what it was to him, but to her it was love.