How Do I Comprehend (Dramione)

How can I comprehend it? How can I grasp the fact that when Draco touches my lips... it's so peaceful... so serene. I'm not afraid of what I've done, and I'm certainly not ashamed of him, even though he's done terrible things. But when we kiss, I don't even think of how I'm not disappointed. When we kiss...
I just soar.