Little Ray of Sun (Phan)
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Tue, Jan 12, 2016
Phil struggling
Dan weeping
Dan has to deal with the thoughts of his lover's life fading away. "It's only a coma," the doctors tell him "He'll wake up," they say. But Dan doesn't have much hope.
Will Dan's little ray of sun survive this?
Will Dan survive himself?
Can Dan take the painfully great memories him and Phil shared?
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