Eleutheromania

I am currently completely clueless as to how to give my story a "description". Thoughts are random little creatures, and after too long of trying to meticulously plan each chapter of my story, I have decided to let them loose. So I have no idea of which path they will scrawl their ink onto, but I can guarantee the titles association to my writing from the very beginning. Eleutheromania is an intense and irresistible desire for freedom.
That said, why don't you try the first chapter and see if you can get along with my ramblings? Part of my objective of putting pen to paper after so long is to discover myself too. This book will not be my life story, but a journey, and hopefully one others can enjoy too.