A Dragon Ball Z fanfiction. This story is from after the Cell Games and during the Buu Saga. After the Cell Games, Gohan struggles with his guilt and makes the biggest mistake of his life. After the death Son Gohan, Goten and Trunks start talking about their 'big brother.' Who is their big brother and how will the Z fighters react when they find out who it is? Gohan watches over his brother from beyond the grave, but is he still the same innocent little boy we all know and love? Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters in this story. Warning: Violence, self harm, suicidal thoughts, character death. Important note: Some are out of character and a lot had to be changed for the sake of this story. Some things I took from the anime itself, like the explanation of the Z sword and the fusion. Don't like, don't read. Sequel: Facing my demons