I've been hurt by the one I loved in a time when I have needed him the most. 

I've been physically, emotionally hurt and harassed and been tormented by who I thought was a friend. 

I have been injured for over a year and have been judged on my injury on my ability to work. 

I am trying to lay rest to this in a current story I'm writing  and to keep going when I find my self in a dark and lonely place.