A lot has happened, the world is becoming something so bizarre to me, I miss my youthful naivety y'know?
It's hard moving on, for me anyway but I feel like I must do something that would've at least made you proud, something you would've approved of Friend, yet I still feel like I have done nothing with my life at all.
I wonder what you would've felt right now, would you even still have this account? Or remained active all the way like our other Friends? Would you have even finished all your books?... Perhaps I'm thinking too deeply into this.
Whenever I make long posts like these here I always cry thinking what to say especially when you're not even gonna see this and I'm talking to a void but I know in the end someone will see this, even if it isn't you.
Rest well my Friend and let your kind Spirit be at peace and in my opinion, you are like a Fallen Star who no longer shines.