I didn't know what I got into, somehow I can't go back even if I really wanted to. So what more can I do? Here in the end it's just me and you. So here we go you can judge me thoroughly, it's too late for apologies.... Please go ahead and hit me since your able, we know my determination isn't stable. You know in my head that I keep dying, still I don't even know why I'm trying. This isn't what I want, yet my head asked for it. The voices in my head stole all my morals. I took away that perfect happy ending, it hijacked my head without a warning.

I know who you are, you remember who I am. We know that once in our timeline we had grown to be good friends. But then I killed your LITTLE BROTHER without giving him a chance. So this next time it knocks me down, I hope it kills me once again. Please go ahead and hit me since your able, all the sin that I can feel is unbearable. I thought if I could only try once more it would be over, but the consequences last forever. The flowers are in bloom as the birds will tell, it's a beautiful day to be burning in Hell. You gave me advice, I tried suicide, but I have tried to make it right....

I was made of LOVE, but I'll stay strong for you.

To: A very special person I lost

Lyrics- mostly Rachie:( https://youtu.be/-rmc0mahaig ) Some by me.