A11

I might reopen this account sometime next year 

I'm sorry guys but in the last three weeks I've noticed that continuing this account will only make it worse. I've been trying to heal, trying to get better. But one message from that one person can throw me right back to the start. I'm tired of starting over again and again. I've decided to never show myself as vulnerable before anyone anymore. I'm sorry but I won't continue this account. I will not delete it though. 
          
          It was a great time. From 5th february 2023 to now. I'm so grteful for everyone who went that path with me. 
          
          Special thanks go out to:
          @x_M3GUM1_x 
          I loved your art contests and how you always supported me
          
          @Yoongi_abs1
          Thank you for all the conversations we had in the comments of my books and how you always read my books with an open mind.  Your comments always delighted me. 
          
          @Official_toothless
          Thanks for all your funny announcements and that you were one of the people who answered my announcements.
          
          @Zeilenqueen25
          Thank you too for answering my announcements. It always meant a lot to me.
          
          @kaykaybestie 
          Thank you for always reading my books with so much optimism. Thanks for the Ideas you gave me and that you made my message board look not too empty in the time I wasn't there 
          
          @StanTXTandSKZ
          Thank you as well for answering my announcements and reading my books
          
          And last but not least: 
          @khushixskz 
          I'm sorry for everything. I can't do this anymore. My mentality's killing me. Thanks though for the time we spent together. It was nice. 
          
          

i know you logged in to my account, because the books i read are not in the same order as they were when i last logged in. if you can log in to my accounts, why not talk to me. baby please, one last chance

i miss you :'(

मैं तुझसे बहुत ज़्यादा प्यार करती हूँ

ich liebe dich A11

uri iyagi areumdawotgo neon naege namgyojin gieok

Hey, A11.
          Will you please forgive your bestie?
          Please. I request you to do so. It's impossible for her to live without you. You are her world. Please try to understand her situation. She is so upset without you. Please, give her one more chance. Just one more chance.  Please.

hurts to know that you've moved on already. i miss you but i guess you don't give a fuck about me. i should've known everyone is the same. everyone just hurts me. why it's so difficult for people to be genuine is something i'll never understand. i love you so much still but i wanna hate you because this pain is too much to bear. how could you baby? how could you do that to me? this isn't the A11 i know, you're not my binnie. she was kind, loving, caring, accepting, and she loved me so much. this is not my A11. i refuse to believe you're her. please, whoever you are, please give me my binnie back, i miss her more than anything in this world.

Ich wollte dich fragen, ob du bei the lost face noch den Moment schreiben könntest, wo Seungmin im Krankenhaus aufwacht, obwohl er sterben woolte