Hey hunter ik its been awhile, but no matter how much of the hatred thoughts i have i need to let u know that im sorry for every bad action and sin i have commited to you 
          
          I will admit, i have been through a lot and i have been humbled and matured . But if u still keep track of my thoughts then you and the girls would know that. U all may know what i have gone through i now truly understand how i was being selfish and evil. And words cannot describe how truly sorry i am. 
          
          Ik other ppl have come crawling back to u in the past asking for a second chance. But you have said no to them.
          
          Remember all the good times we had? We both miss those good memories. I just want to be friends inseperable brothers again. 
          
          Whenever u look and read this please respond. I will apologize to chris too. U dont have to forget but please forgive.
          
          Thank you.
          .-josh
          
          P.s i will apologize to the girls too when i can i owe it to them to for breaking their hearts.