Feelings are weird and sometimes stupid. A part of my mind tells me that I'm stupid, selfish, and all that bad stuff. Then, another part of my mind tells me that I only have a voice in my head telling me those things because I'm an attention seeking hore and I shouldn't bother anyone with it, because I'm probably just lying. Then, some other part of me tells me that I need help and that this isn't a joke. I'm so scared because I don't know if what I'm feeling is fake. Before you say anything, just know that I have said some messed up s**t to get attention, so it's in the realm of possibility that I'm subconsciously faking it.