This is my collection of the many misadventures, shenanigans and setbacks amongst the universal and personal f♡ckery that changed the course of my entire life, for whatever I have left of it.

Know that I wasn't sure I'd ever put this out into the world, and this is 3 years plus pretty significant brain trauma later, but everything gathered here is painful, raw, and as real as I can remember.

Let me start with I am a creature of complete and utter chaos.. this is just one way that I continue to heal in a healthy manner. ♡

Mental illness has not always been kind to me, but I am doing my best to thrive in wellness, to do better - to be better. Love, gentleness and stability are all I have ever deeply craved. This is a step I take for me to work on me. ♡