hello all you peoples 
Few points I want to set straight:
life points #1 I love harry potter. #2 I'm 12 grade reader and writer. #3 I have a heavy metal / hard rock / metalcore, band called C4Ø #4 I'm 14, as of 2026 #5 I live in Oregon near mcminvile and newberg #6 I'm a baptise Christian please respect that #7 I'm really good at coding, carvin, shootin, makin music, and being really stupid with alcohol  #8 I have shot a sniper, 30-ot-6, 380 pistol, shotgun, and have made bombs
mentel points: #1 I have had (and still do) have suicidal thoughts. #2 I feel angry, Sad, Happy, Depressed, most of the time. #3 I have held a knife to my throat. #4 I have ADHD, autism, ODD, and really any other disorder you can think of thats mentel.


music I  recommend: #1 underøath #2 linkin park #3 limp bizkit #4 call me Christian  #5 breaking Benjamin  #6 silverstein #7 mudvayne #8 deftones