OmbraBloodStorm

What the fuck? My dad is mad at me because I threw up. I have been feeling sick since yesterday and he knows this yet he forced me to go to school today. He had a meeting at half eleven and about 20 minutes in I threw up at school. He god mad and drove home at about 50-60 mph. I was scared for my life.

I just had a f√©{|πg panic attack! Lol. I started dissociating and everything became either really small or really big. I had to search up how to stop a panic attack so I could calm down. Around number 3-5 attack this year! Help.

Sorry for not uploading on my story but I have been busy with school and practicing for my play. Will probably be able to upload in the next four weeks or so. Sorry again

Can someone save me please? I have to go to a shitty meeting with my family at my granny's house to 'eat the leftovers from her party' that we had last night. I hate talking to people and interacting with them. Save meeeee!

Do you ever little bit tired of life? 
          Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die? 
          When your hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, cause you gotta survive? A little bit tired of. 
          Like your body's in the room but your not really there? 
          Like your have empathy inside bit you don't really care? 
          Like your fresh out of love but it's been in the air, 
          You feel past repair?

I wish I had the number to my younger self, I'd pick up the phone and say "your only twelve. And lost more than most people's do, you don't know it now but there's some more to lose. 'Cause friends move away and people get older. You're hearts gonna break over and over. Your not too blame so don't blame yourself. I hope this helps." Your gonna ask 'why?' Your gonna want answers, gonna feel like no one ever understands. Your gonna think twice before you start praying, wonder when the walls will stop caving. I hate to be the one tell you this, but you'll be alright kid.

I'm dying. Don't save me. Lol

Another one of my oneshot things uploaded!! Enjoy!!

I honestly didn't expect all the responses that I got with posting my story. Thanks for the comments and love. Love you all! <333

I'm in school right now. Kill me.