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I was drowsy but I refreshed myself. Got tons of work to do, but couldn't finish a single task. I was enjoying myself this morning, exhausted myself this afternoon, this evening was supposed my self-deadline and this happens... I don't know if this is oxytocin, adrenaline, serotonin or dopamine... then I remember you. Wish you're doing great. My wish is still your happiness and be successful in life. I often saw your posts saying that your tired, but keep fighting while you're still alive and breathing. 
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          Finally, I do not know what is in your heart. If you feel some anger towards me please forgive me and don’t let that anger take away your joy.  I pray perfect love will come your way and I wish you all the best.

"Get some sleep!/It's approaching midnight and you're still up?"
          
          These phrases kept ringing inside my head for some reason. Not a wink of sleep as I gaze into my grandmother clock, telling me it's already 3 o'clock in the morning. Recalling the scheduled client meeting, which starts at 7 a.m. sharp, while I'm mischievously laying flat in a king-sized bed all alone. Scribbling into the air particles existing above me, missing the traces of warmth and features of a face— I once loved.