Hi, I go by many names, Ash or Asher are the most common tho. 
I almost never write here, mostly because i cannot keep a consistant habit for the life of me. 
Maybe I'll post about Dead Poets Society because that movie changed by perspective on life ( i watched it for the first time on Nov 3rd 2025), and that since then i haven't been able to stop thinking about it at all. All day, everyday, mostly tears. 
I like writing painful stuff because pain makes us feel alive, and writing is still a better coping mechanism than doing it irl.