ShyAwkwardTurtle

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I just needed to say this somewhere in the world yet have my family and friends not know about it and this is about as anonymous as I can get: sexuality is so hard to figure out. I'm twenty years old and until this summer I thought I was straight, but now I don't know, man. I used to have such a stigma about how you should know your sexuality and gender since the moment you could socialize. Cause you were born this way, ya know?? But now, I had an epiphany that gender and sexuality are a spectrum and I don't know what to do or how to figure this out or what the fuck I am. And apparently this is common. Many people question their identity for something that wasn't an issue until recently. We are all just tryna figure ourselves out and are all valid. I just needed to say my struggle outloud. I hope everyone's treating themselves well in this hectic year.

IamOkami

@ShyAwkwardTurtle been awhile since I've been on wattpad and since we've talked, but I hope you're doing okay
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

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I just needed to say this somewhere in the world yet have my family and friends not know about it and this is about as anonymous as I can get: sexuality is so hard to figure out. I'm twenty years old and until this summer I thought I was straight, but now I don't know, man. I used to have such a stigma about how you should know your sexuality and gender since the moment you could socialize. Cause you were born this way, ya know?? But now, I had an epiphany that gender and sexuality are a spectrum and I don't know what to do or how to figure this out or what the fuck I am. And apparently this is common. Many people question their identity for something that wasn't an issue until recently. We are all just tryna figure ourselves out and are all valid. I just needed to say my struggle outloud. I hope everyone's treating themselves well in this hectic year.

IamOkami

@ShyAwkwardTurtle been awhile since I've been on wattpad and since we've talked, but I hope you're doing okay
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blu_tctoncs

*this is out of nowhere but eh*
          
          Hi?

blu_tctoncs

@ShyAwkwardTurtle (I'm using caps now shhh)
            
            nAE SUTTAELO (?) NAE NAE NAE NAE SUTTAELO AYO (????)
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

@EatReadLove02184 I gotchu: ttan nyeoseokdeulgwaneun dareuge
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

I went to the local pet shop today to figure out the prices that come with having a crested gecko or corn snake. Instead, I fell in love with this really sweet lesser ball python. He was a real sweetheart and incredibly tame. I'm convincing my mom for me to get it, I'd pay for all the expenses and it's currently looking into the positive. So I may be bringing home a snake sometime this week! Any name suggestions? It's a male and he's currently 8 months!

chickenmanhoe

Thinking about updating someday maybe? :/
          İt's been 2 years.

chickenmanhoe

@ShyAwkwardTurtle No, no it's alright. Thank you for explaining why you didn't continued many of your stories. I just needed an explanation.
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

@Seko549 HAHAHA! You're funny. It's 4 years, silly billy.... No, but seriously, over half my published stories I'm never touching again. I have more drafted stories than published because someway down the road, I realized after publishing a story, I immediately lost all inspiration for it. I'm stockpiling chapters in rafted stories before I publish. The Devil Went Down To Georgia,  I know I'm not abandoning if that's your fear. I just can't think of what to happen next.
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

You guys, I highly doubt any of you will see this but I'm getting a puppy! And I'm so excited! I just found out today! We're getting him tomorrow. My mom's been talking about these adorable labradoodle puppies for near months and moaning over wanting one. Her boyfriend surprised her with her favorite one. He's the biggest one in the litter and black with brown paws. We're trying to think of names so if anyone has a suggest for this ADORABLE MASS OF FLUFF AND LOVE, it would be greatly appreciated. Love ya'll! <3

ShyAwkwardTurtle

@IAmOkami I heard her wrong. He's not "obese". He's "a beast".
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

@IAmOkami So there's really not much about him. He's obese and a Mama's boy. He's laid back. One of the calmer puppies of the litter but recently he has started being more rambunctious. 
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

@IAmOkami Well, I haven't met him yet but there's a picture of him on my Instagram. Tomorrow, after I wake up, I'll look up his personality since his owner had made a summary of him somewhere.
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carneyyyyy

Sooo I hate a little problem here, you see I freaking love "the devil went down to Georgia" and I keep rereading it hoping for an update but it looks like you aren't gonna and I begging you to keep up with that book cause it is on an amazing track and I desperately want to see where it goes. I understand if you just can't think of anything or you have something going with your life but if you could I would much appreciate an update. Sorry for the bother and thank you

carneyyyyy

 Its alright i was just curious. And you're gonna revise? Thats awesome but pls try and keep it similar I can't wait to read it
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ShyAwkwardTurtle

@carneyyyyy Yeah, sorry. I'm fine and there's nothing happening with me in my personal life. I have this killer habit of writing things I have an idea of and as soon as I write it down, I don't want to write it anymore. But when I try to contain my ideas cause I know what'll happen when I do, it will just haunt me until I write it down. It took me months to actually write down an idea and when I did, I stopped. I'm sorry. I'm thinking to revise TDWDTG because the plot seemed to go by so quickly, with their relationships already close after only one day. I don't now. I'm sorry.
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