Today, August 4, past 3am in the morning, my adorable Russian white cat died. She had a seizure before and eventually became okay but then we didn't know that she was suffering from an illness. I just noticed these past few days that her voice changed and she seemed inactive and weak and it was my fault that I thought it was the side effects of her breastfeeding for her kittens. Until this day came. It was so traumatic to witness her death right in front of my eyes cause I didn't know what to do during those last moments that she was holding on for her life.
I'm so sorry, Ming for losing you. You know how much I love you. You became one of the best parts of my life. Thank you for coming to me even though I was a bit afraid of you in the first place cause I never had a single pet since childhood. I would also like to express my gratitude for our neighbor who raised her before she lived with us for three months. R.I.P Ming ️ I hope you will find peace, love, and happiness in heaven.
I might not be able to go back in writing anytime soon because of losing someone I loved and I am a college graduating student right now (I just turned 4th year in tertiary education under Hospitality Management) so I wouldn't have time to resume Love Is Not Red but as I promise to all of you guys, I would be back but not now nor soon. Please bear with me as I will be back stronger and better. Once again, thank you.
This is your honeydewinmylife.