Why do I have these thoughts?
Why am I changing?
Why is everything changing?
Why am I ugly?
Why am I depressed?
Why do I cut?
Why have I tried to overdose?

I'm trying to stop everything. 
I want to get rid of myself before I hurt anyone.
I'm trying to save you, so let me die already...
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hey there buddy chum pal firend buddy pal chum bud friend falla bruther amigo pal buddy firend chummy chum chum pal i dont mean to be rude my firend home slice bread slice dawg but i gotta warn ya if u take one more diddly darn step right there im gonna have to diddly darn snap ur neck and wowza wold'ny that be a crummy juncture , huh? do you want that? do you wish upon yourself to come into physical experience with a crummy juncture? because friend buddy chum friend chum pally pal chum friend if u keep this up then well gosh diddly darn i just might have to get not so friendly with u my friendly friend friend pal friend buddy chum pally friend chum buddy...