noelgruberisbae

dysphoria is beating my ASS rn, goddamn

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No one:
          Me when Wilbur: AnD i LiKe ShInY tHiNgS bUt I’d (platonically) MaRrY yOu WiTh PaPeR rInGs *nods aggressively*
          
          
          
          
          I’m sleep deprived and tired as fuck someone help me

noelgruberisbae

Okay but hear me out…arson

noelgruberisbae

So one of my online friends and someone I would consider to be one of my closest online friends died while I was on a vacation. Feeling like killing myself a little bit rn, currently crying, very unsure what to do.

lovrrrock

@ lunarprk  oh my god- if they did die then thats sad, sorry for your loss. But do not do something stupid like taking away your own life-
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Also confused on whether they actually died or not because they were in a different chat like, 12 hours ago but I don’t know when they supposedly died so who fucking knows-
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noelgruberisbae

ɢᴏʟᴅᴇɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ ☀︎︎ ᴛᴏᴍᴍʏɪɴɴɪᴛ
          
          
          
          In which…
          
          Parker Norris was raided by Tubbo months ago by pure chance. They've been stuck on 15 viewers for a long time. But when they raid Tommy during a bedwars game and get invited to join, a long, winding friendship begins to form. 
          
          
          [ This is a comfort story about an OC becoming best friends, siblings some even say, with Tommyinnit. There is a lot of SBI, Crimeboys, Bench Trio, and Mayhem Duo (OC and Tommy) content in this. There is some angst but only so that there can be wholesome fluff after ]
          
          
          
          ➪ Platonic!
          ➪ Comfort
          ➪ Social Media x Real Life
          ➪ Tommyinnit
          ➪ Non-Binary OC Insert
          
          
          
          This is not a ship story. It is not shipping Tommy with his friends or with anyone else’
          
          ❤︎☀︎︎☹︎☾☻︎✔︎⌫♥︎シ♡︎☕︎︎⚠︎︎✌︎︎ꕥ♪☽❦♫
          
          “Oh! Just killed a woman, feeling good!”
          
          :D
          
          
          
          Main Creator Featured: Tommyinnit
          Main OC Feature: Parker Norris
          Fandom: MCYT/DSMP
          Main Focus: Growing friendship between Parker and Tommy
          TW’s: Anxiety, mention of (past) panic attacks, mentions of past homophobia and transphobia, (and self-consciousness), homophobia, transphobia, crying, swearing, screaming (flashbacks)
          
          
          
          Started: March _, 2022
          Ended: N/A
          
          
          
          Fixed it I think lol, anyways thoughts? :D

noelgruberisbae

ɢᴏʟᴅᴇɴ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ ☀︎︎ ᴛᴏᴍᴍʏɪɴɴɪᴛ
          
          
          
           ℎℎ...
          
          Parker Norris was raided by Tubbo months ago by pure chance. They've been stuck on 15 viewers for a long time. But when they raid Tommy during a bedwars game and get invited to join, a long, winding friendship begins to form. 
          
          
          [ This is a comfort story about an OC becoming best friends, siblings some even say, with Tommyinnit. There is a lot of SBI, Crimeboys, Bench Trio, and Mayhem Duo (OC and Tommy) content in this. There is some angst but only so that there can be wholesome fluff after ☻︎ ]
          
          
          
          ➪ Platonic! ♫ ❤︎
          ➪ Comfort ꕥ ❦
          ➪ Social Media x Real Life ⌫ ✌︎︎
          ➪ Tommyinnit ☻︎ ☁︎︎
          ➪ Non-Binary OC Insert ☀︎︎ ✍︎︎
          
          
          
          ⚠︎︎ This is not a ship story. It is not shipping Tommy with his friends or with anyone else ⚠︎︎
          
          ❤︎☀︎︎☹︎☾☻︎✔︎⌫♥︎シ♡︎☕︎︎⚠︎︎✌︎︎ꕥ♪☽❦♫
          
          "!    ,  !"
          
          ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
          
          
          
            : Tommyinnit
            : Parker Norris
          : MCYT/DSMP
           : Growing friendship between Parker and Tommy
          : Anxiety, mention of (past) panic attacks, mentions of past homophobia and transphobia, (and self-consciousness), homophobia, transphobia, crying, swearing, screaming (flashbacks)
          
          
          
          : March _, 2022
          : /
          
          
          
          Thoughts? :]

noelgruberisbae

Imma fix this don’t look at this :’)
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noelgruberisbae

Ok so it got very messed up wtf-
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noelgruberisbae

That feeling when you’re finally comfortable and confident in your sexuality but immediately start questioning your gender identity ahaha- *yeets self off cliff*

lovrrrock

@ lunarprk  no cuz it happened to me 3 times already, i dont want it to happen again
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noelgruberisbae

Got platonically married to someone, feeling good! (We’re matching pfps on discord and they’re wonderful and nice and I’m so happy and no longer lonely :’])