sapphiresalt__

watching yourself go from an academic overachiever to average is really an awful feeling. I thought I gave enough but turns out I suffered for nothing lol

softylilies

hai

sapphiresalt__

@softylilies good alhamdulillah <3 it's finally my semester break now and I rly needed it after a super busy semester lol. what are ur plans at the moment?
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softylilies

im good wbu? it's been a while
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sapphiresalt__

hello my bb how are youuu
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sapphiresalt__

had to get this off my chest bc I feel like I genuinely grew out of my kpop phase lol. I mean I still casually listen to the songs I already know but I just don’t keep up with my favs anymore nor do I feel like investing any effort into getting to know new groups. kinda crazy how I was such an avid fan from 2018-2024 but then in 2025 it faded just like that. ngl the fandoms are getting a lot more toxic and the new music just isn’t doing it for me tbh. food for thought. 

sapphiresalt__

@radiokenobi YES this was what I’ve been afraid to say bc I’m moots with a lot of armys. back then I just stopped listening to bts because their music just wasn’t my taste anymore, which is completely just a preference thing and not abt the artist themselves. but then they kept partnering with zionist brands and it genuinely made me lose respect for them ngl
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radiokenobi

and yeah the fandoms are so beyond toxic that nowadays everyone’s just racist bro -_- don’t even get me started on how tiring it is to see the zi0nists in every kpop fandom ever (not to mention how bts have been blatantly partnering with Peesrael™️ based brands and zi0nists like eEugh and armys defending them…) like stop your nonsense PLEASE
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radiokenobi

no no because this is exactly the way I’ve been feeling too?? i stopped being so involved with bts after 2022 and just broke off from it entirely after 2024 because it’s been so….ugh?? i casually listen to other groups but only one song each lol and even that’s sometimes a stretch
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radiokenobi

hello hello 

sapphiresalt__

@radiokenobi yeee thank u bb <3 hope you’re doing okay too
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radiokenobi

@sapphiresalt__ oh god that sucks, i’m so sorry :( but on the bright side, i’m rooting for you !! you’ll do amazing, don’t worry girl <3 
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sapphiresalt__

@radiokenobi omg sorry I replied so late I’ve been okay but sooo busy lately lol. ton of committee work and finals in less than a week so it’s hectic as heck. I miss you so much :((
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sapphiresalt__

teruntuk kamu,
          sang penari ratna
          yang melakar luka umpama mawar
          yang datang membawa
          seribu satu iktibar
          
          di saat kusepi seribu bahasa
          biarkan puisi ini berbicara
          dalam duka berkain metafora
          rindu ditenun dalam setiap aksara
          namun rasa ini terukir di atma
          dijerat pilu sedalam segara
          akanku menantimu
          di anjung waktu
          meski garis kita
          takkan pernah bertemu. 
          
          
          
          — (may 2025).

sapphiresalt__

does this thing still work? whatever idk if anybody’s even gonna see this but I logged back in after years bc I forgot I had an account lol. uhh I might post something, might not. but yea I’m still alive if anyone’s wondering lolol

sapphiresalt__

@sapphiresalt__ missed you too lulu :(( I hope life has been kinder to you <3
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radiokenobi

it does, needs a bit of tweaking here and there, but i can see you. i missed you a lot, hope things are well - love, lu <3 
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