@ thattallmf i really wanna wait and see what the death was like, maybe it has purpose, but honestly i'm very upset at how this show handles mentally ill characters, it's clear they can't develop them properly (lottie and nat) so it feels like they just resort to killing them off, i'm REALLY hoping the writers manage to prove me wrong smh in the next episode but i just can't shake the feeling that they didn't know where adult lottie was going and they'd rather focus on her young version since she's been there since day one