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Jadens pov
It was the morning and i woke up to complete silence. It was so calm and relaxing. I look down to see sophie sound asleep, cuddling into my chest. She was laying on my chest and looked so cute. I used this silence as a chance to think about everything. Then it hit me. This time 2 years ago my aunt died. She died in a car crash and oh i was a mess for months when i found out. I was so close to her and she ment the world to me. She looked after me when my parents where busy and she always used to take me to buy a toy when i was younger. My uncle however, he was a selfish man. He hated me and would always say things to me like im worthless or stupid and it really got to me at one point and it still haunts me today. Due to him not liking us he never gave us anything of my aunts or anything that was in their house so i had or have nothing to help me get through things or remember her by. I sound so babyish but its heartbreaking. Mads got me through it kind of. She helped me alot and if she wasnt there, my mom and dad and cousin wouldnt have been enough to keep me alive. I would be dead. I came back to realitly and realised i was crying and i felt like i couldnt breathe. I slowly got up and grabbed my phone and car keys and drove to the secret cliff edge. It was peacefull but i still couldnt breathe properly and i started to feel lightheaded...

Sophies pov
I woke up to a few voices that sounded panicked. I looked around and found anthony, quinton, kio, and avani. But jaden wasnt beneathe me. It was only 7 or 8 in the morning and jaden stayed up till 3 so where could he possibly have gone. I walked over to the small group to ask them about it.

S- hi, erm do you know where jaden is?
K- we cant find him either we dont know what to do
A- ye, we have no clue where he could have gone.
Av- wait soph did you do it yesterday.. you know..
S- omg shut up! No we didnt
K- anyway back to being sherlocks, what should we-... oh shit.....
Av- what..
A- ohh....
S- what is it guys?!
K- you thinking what im thinking ant
A- idk?! how the fuck am i supposed to know what youre thinking to tell you im thinking the same thing! But ye im thinking what youre thinking.
Av- omg you guys are so stupid sometimes... just hurry up
K- his aunt died today 2 years ago and mads normaly helps him but shes not here and hes gonna think about that to so wherever he is, hes not in a good state at all, most likely a panick attack...
A- ok we wernt thinking the same thing. I was thinking more like... he took a shit in bryces toilet and ran away cause bryce would kill him but i do-
Av- ant shut it this is serious!....... but thats kinda true tho hehe
S- ohhhh! Snapmaps
K- why the fuck didnt we think of that!!!!
Av- we caught ant desease thats why we didnt think of it.
A- heyyy! Wo wo wo i-
Av- save it
A- .......
S- idk where tf this is but i can read maps good so i should be able to find him.
K- ye. u should probably go cause ant and me shotguned a whiteclaw this morning so we cant drive.
Av- ill go with sophie then. Cyaaaa

We ran out the door to be met by paparazzi but we ignored them. We ran into the car and we were both lowkey panicking a alot. I started giving directions to where he was at and we turned up to a forrest. Me and avani looked at eachother in worry but soon darted in and started looking for jaden. We where getting closer and closer according to the map. I started to hear crying and music and someone gasping for air.

S- wtf do you hear that?!
Av- ya but should we look cause its either jaden having a panick attack or someone being murdered while watching the sunset.
S- fuck it. Lets go.

We started to get closer and closer until we started speed walking to where we presumed jaden would be. I peeked round a bush and saw jaden there, rolled up crying his heart out by what i think was a cliff edge. I darted by his side and started to calm him down.

(Play talking to the moon by bruno mars while reading this. It fits so well omfg)

S- oh jaden calm down bab. Just breathe ok. Listen to my heart beat.
J- i dont k-know what t-to do a-anymore without h-her. I- i cant live
Av- calm down, theres so many people who need you jaden
J- b-but i-its not t-the same. Im useless and worthless and i have no reason to be here anymore! You do.
S- listen to me. Remember when i was in those woods and you came to save me. remember the story i told you of my fucked up life. Remember when i had those nightmares of him. You saved me. Every night before i met you i would wake up from those nightmares wanting to give up. I would be in my room climbing up to my window ledge ready to go. But i belived. Every night i talked to the moon and somewhat belived someone was talking back. I belived that person would come and save me one day. It took a long time but it was worth it. even though i havent even known you for even 2 weeks yet, you have changed my life so much. You saved me so now its my time to save you.

We sat there in silence, with the sad music playing, looking at the sky, watching the birds fly above us. Avani had called quinton to come earlier because we wasnt sure if we could calm jaden down but he was calm by the time quinton arrived. I sat with jadens head on my stomach and my head on avani shoulder and Quinton was on call with the other boys to let them know everything was ok now. We sat in peace and after a while we decided to have a whole day, just us 4. We went to jadens aunts grave first to get the sad stuff out the way first and then we went to do some fun stuff. While we where at the grave though it got me thinking. Where was my dads grave? Where was he burried? Did we even have a funeral for him cause i cant remeber it. Then again i was quite young so i probably wouldnt remeber it. But why did we never visit his grave?....

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