Broken And Fixed - jxdn fan fic

finding out the truth - 12

After that day we spent together, i couldnt get that thought out of my head. Where is my dads grave? I could ask my nan about it but she never knew much. She would try to change the subject abit aswell but i would always let it slide. You know what, im gonna ask her now. She should be awake in britain now so ill give her a call.

Calling 💗nan💗👵.....

(Italics - nan/grandma)
(Bold - you)

Hi nan! Everyone well?

Yes everyones well. Hows it going for you?

Its going well thanks, i just wanted to ask... do you know where my dad was buried? Nobody ever told me and its been keeping me up all night thinking about it.

Well darling.. im not sure myself. You see your mother never talked to me about it, she never said anything about the funeral, but everytime i asked she would cry so i didnt bother asking for a while. All i know which i never told you because i didnt want to hurt you was that ermm... i dont think he had a funeral. Is dead but no funeral.

Oh wow... erm.. also i found kio when i came here to america as you know, he said he has no idea cause mom blocked his number for some reason.

I think your mother has something to do with this and if you want me to be completely honest, then i dont think hes even dead.

But where would he have gone and why would he fake his own death? Whats more important than seeing your kids grow up?

I honestly dont know hun. Whatever has happened to him, i have a gut feeling hes still alive, up to you and kio to find him.

What... i-

i gotta go now. I will ask some others if they know anything about it. Bye sweetie!

Bye nan

...end of call...

Well... i dont know how to take that... my dad never had a funeral... i decided to go and see if kio was awake to have a talk with him. I slowly got out of jadens grip and walked over to kios room. It was 6 in the morining but he is an early riser so it would be just us two awake. I knocked at the door and heard him reply. "Come in" he said. I walked in, closing the door behind me and walking up to the edge of his bed to sit down.
S- kio i need to t- talk to y- you
K- sure, its ok dont cry, just tell me and ill listen ok?
S- um.. its about dad, i called our nan this morning to ask her cause ive been thinking about it alot recently and she said she thinks he didnt have a funeral.
K- wait what... he didnt have a funeral?
S- that's what nan says, and she knows nothing about where he was buried. She didnt belive he died how mom had told us either. I dont know what to think. She said shes positive he isnt dead and we need to both find him. Did we even mean anything to him for him to leave like that?

I started crying as kio started tearing up. He pulled me into a tight hug as i sobbed into his shoulder, trying my hardest not to scream out of anoyance and anger. Where was he? Its All i needed to know. Where the fuck he was, and until i find out every detail, im not getting much sleep at all.

K- soph, just relax, breathe in and out, everything will be sorted in the end ok? I love you sis. We will figure it all out. I know its fustrating for you but you need to stay in control ok. Just keep breathing steadily and relax.