Broken And Fixed - jxdn fan fic

the video - chapter 7

We went down stairs and set everything up for the video. Quinton, josh, bryce, anthony and griffin where sitting on the couch when we started the video. Then everyone started shouting for the intro "HI WELCOME BACK RKDNEDJSJAJJW" i sat there in shock at how loud they where and they all waited for me to say something.
S- "......hi... bloody hell u guys got big gobs"
Jh- "what language are u speaking, the fuck is a gob?!" S- "1 im speaking correct english 2 a gob is a mouth basicaly" B- "anyway so this is sophie if u didnt know and she is british so that means today we are doing a british vs american video so yeah" Q- "i never thought i would see bryce doing this type of video. Hes so calm 😂" we all started laughing and carried on with the video.

B- "So first we are doing brittish candy or sweets or whatever you call them in Britain"
S- "ye sweets. So first we are gonna try jaffa cakes which is a cake with an orange jelly and dark chocolate over the top."

Ant- "that sounds weird as fuck"
B- "omg there so fucking good!"
S- "ikr! I love them so muchhhh"
J- "mehhhhhhhh. There weirdddďdddd."
G- " jadens high by the way yall"
Q- "ewww this tastes like shit omfg"
Quinton ran and spat it out in the bin due to him despising the taste
S- "omg how do you not like it!"
G- "omg this is shit!"
Jh- "there not that bad"
S- "some of you lot are weird fam"
J- "fAmmMmM"
S- "oh shush"
B- "why do you go from speaking like fam bruv to speaking posh"
S- " cause i live in 2 diffrent british enviroments, now moving onto the next thingggg"
J- " CAn wE dO thE Hob NoBSsSssS.

  cant be arsed to write all the reactions so ima just put up some british foods cause I can 😁

Trifle

Crumpets

Mr Kipling french fancies

Profetter rolls (dunno how to spell it)

Holy shit these are penggg
A Gregg's Chelsea bun/Belgian bun

After we filmed the video we all went up into our rooms but i decided to properly clean the house for once.

B- " WHO WANTS TO WATCH A MOVIEEE!" Bryce shouted through out the house causing everyone to run down stairs and pile onto the sofas in the movie room.
A- " what we watching? Also noah and the others are coming back tommorrow i think."
S- "whos noah and the others?"
K- "oh its the other sway boys that you havent met yet. Theres noah and blake and maybe some others from hype but i think you will get along with them well."
S- "lovley jubley"
G- "your so posh"
S- "shut up you mong"
A- "hurry dubly blably up with your conversation I wanna watch a movie!!"
S- "could we watch a dogs journey?"
J- "we watched that on the plane didnt we?"
S- "no that was a dogs purpose, its the same thing just like a part 2"
K- " ill get the snacks jay can get the blankets"
J- "ughhh why meeee"
Jaden stumbled up the stairs while i told bryce which movie it was and we all took our positions on the sofa and kio came back with the snacks. Jaden started throwing all the pillows and blankets down the stairs, shortly followed by him jumping ontop of them all.
J- "WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...... oh shit.....im stuck..."
We all laughed at his stupidity and went to help him up and bring everything into the living room. Once we got everything set up, we both sat on the ground on some duvets (blankets) by bryce and anthonys feet. It got to the first death of the dog and i started crying quietly.
K- "soph you ok?!"
S- "yeah it gets me every time when the dogs die. Cause it goes through the diffrent lifes of dogs and how they die and its sad"
J- "aww its ok"
He puts his arm around me and we carry on watching the movie.
J- "what the fu... ok nevermind."

Half way through, I started to get a bit cold which jaden must have noticed because he tapped my shoulder and patted his chest, telling me to lean on his chest. I leaned towards him and cuddled into him while he put his other arm over the top of me so he was basicaly hugging me and put his head ontop mine. We cuddled for the rest of the movie until we fell asleep.

Avanis pov
I was in my bed just chilling and decided to post a video on tiktok. I looked at the comments and all of them where about how im anoying and attention seeking. I started to cry at how much hate i was getting all of a sudden.
⚠️⚠️warning⚠️⚠️
Self harm

I ran to my bathroom and started taking apart a razor. Once i had the blade, i started cutting. I couldnt belive i was doing this but its getting too much for me. Social media is fucking up my life.

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I cleaned up and went to my room to get ready. Once i was finished i went to sway house to see anthony. As i was walking out the door, paparazzi started filming me. I hadn't even bothered to put makeup on so they could see my tear stains. I never like to be rude though cause it is their job and it does give you a chance to explain drama quickly. I just dont like it when they film you while youre eating a whole damn meal cause you get no privacy.

P- hey avani, youve been getting hate recently. What do you think about it?
A- it is affecting me quite alot and would apreciate it if people could stop.
P- and are you ok? Whats happened cause it looks like you have been crying.
A- im not gonna go into detail but lets just say, its related to the last question you asked. But ive got to go now so ill see you later fletcher!
P- ok cya get better soon!
A- thanks!

I got in my car and drove to sway to see anthony. When i walked through the door i saw jaden and some other girl cuddled up on the couch. I went and put one of the blankets that was on the floor ontop of them when something caught my eye. The girl. Her wrist. Oh fucking shit lord hell fucking no. She cuts?! Ill talk to her later when she wakes up.