Broken And Fixed - jxdn fan fic

the one where they cry together...8

Sophies pov:
I woke up to a flash and slowly opened my tired eyes. I saw bryce standing over me and i soon realised that i was cuddling jaden.
S- "go awayyyy"
B- " you 2 look cute together thoughhh"
J- "morning soph"
S- "morning jay"
B- "morning to you to jaden"
J- "oh shut up bryce"
B- "also that pics going on my snap story"
S- " bryce you betta fuckin bugger off"
B- "idk what the fuck u said but im close to shitting myself so cya love birdssss!"
J- "whats for dinner today" he mumbled.
B- "jadens still half asleep" bryce whispered
S-" i know hehe. U fucked addison didn't you?"
B- "nooo whattt!! Couldnt be me!"
S-"ye right anyway piss of now"
J- "bryce did you fuck addison yesterday?"
S- "omg jaden go back to sleep stupid sleepy head hehe"

Bryce laughed and left the room and i turned to jaden who was asleep again. He looked so tired and cute. Wait. Sophieee. What are you doingggg. You just met him and hes still getting over mads da dinosaur. I feel so bad for him. Hes so lovely and doesnt deserve a bit of sadness in his life what so ever.

I cant beleive what my life has come to. Its still shit cause of my depression and anxiety and all that shit but its still on the road to good change.

I keep thinking about jack. I hate him so much yet i think about him so much. He haunts me everyday and i hate it so much.

I just want to end it all but jaden saved me and for me to just go and end it now would be so selfish. Im carrying on my life for him. For a person ive known for 2 or so days, its unbeleivable how much he means to me already. He saved me and if he haddnt of been there i wouldnt be here. I'd be dead.

Jack and my mom drove me to do that in the first place and to think i could still be there having to deal with that bullshit blows my mind.

The only real person i had in my life was my dad. He was my hero. I loved him so much but he couldnt be there to save me cause i wasnt there to save him. Jaden started to wake up and i must have zoned out for about half an hour.

Jadens pov
I slowly started to wake up to the sound of light sniffles. I looked to my side and saw sophie sat up awake gently sobbing.

My heart dropped and i instantly sat up and hugged her. She hugged me back and broke down which caused my heart to crack. I hated seeing people sad and it made me sad aswell.

S- "im sorry" she whispered weakly.
J- "dont be sorry its ok to cry"
S- "i just feel so bad, you know? Ive troubled you and the others so much but you've truely changed my life. I bet you wish you didn't save me don't you. All ive done is anoy you like ive done to everyone and i hate myself for it."
J-"noo dont say that, we all love you! Im glad i saved you because you saved me. Its one of my proudest moments and i would never want to take it back. Your amazing and beautiful and i dont ever want to loose you"
S-" thank you so much. You mean so much to me and i dont ever want to loose you."
J-" i promise you will never loose me and i will never leave."

Sophies pov
After we had both stopped crying, we went and got ready for the day. Josh wanted to film a tea tok later and wanted me to be in it so i decided i might aswell get social media since i deleted it a few years ago. I set up my accounts and followed all the people in the house not realising how famous they where. Once everything was set up, i asked jaden if he could take some pics of me.

We went outside and took some pictures and i post them on my insta and jaden tagged me on his story. Me and jaden talked about what jobs or careers we want to do in the future. Jaden said he wants to be a rockstar and has already released comatose, angels and demons, and so what. I used to listen to comatose all the time and i never remembered who it was by but i love the song. Such a small world we live in.

I've never really been sure on what i wanted to do career wise. I worked in many diffrent shops and have so many diffrent stories but there for another time. I did also think about being an actor but since kio wanted to be one too, i didnt want to take his role if you know what i mean and i wanted to do my own thing. But i do think it would be wonderful to act with my brother. I would also like to perform in a band. Secret talent of mine, I do drums! But If i couldnt do acting or be in a band though i would probably want to do something to do with speedway. I've always loved speedway and would go to watch it with my nan and grandad. They lived across the city and i didnt see them much after my dads situation. They didnt know about the shit that goes on at home or school. After a while of talking with jaden about jobs, i decided to check my social medias.

Jadens insta story

Jadens insta post

Jadenhossler - dis my new bestie @ soph.yuh
Comments

Soph.yuh - my bestieee

Brycehall - sir youre stealing my bestie

Kiocyr - my sissyy
Replies:
User143 - wait sophie and kio are related!?

Hater - youre ugly... sorry sis
Soph.yuh- ye ik and i take it you think im blind aswell? Thx bab x

Madslewis- soph... hes my bestie sooo...stop trying to get with him yeah?
Soph.yuh - mam youre under arrest for attempted theft of my bestie and for possible harassment of a police officer. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say or do may be used in court. Love ya too bab xxx

Luvafony: i-

Jxdn- um.. wow. Speechless.

Kiocyr- u watch way to many crime shows 😂😂

Soph.yuh: lmaoo I kinda did a bit of training in police sooo.... call me a police addict

Brycehall: wait whatttt?!? No u didn't
Soph.yuh: yes I did buddy 🙂

Hater11: shes fat, periott.
Hatesoph.yuh: ikr. Worthless slut

User5: ok i liked her but i heard that shes fighting mads over jaden
Soph.yuh: i mean... whatever u think... but like why did ur comment remind me of the end of the song graduation by juice wrld? 😂

Sophies insta photo:

Soph.yuh: dis G is the best 😚🤘

(Pretend comments are here talking about mads.)

The comments where quite bad and some where reffering to a video mads had apparently made about me. I checked the video to find a bag of bloody cows shit. She made herself look worse than she was and lied about me being "phycotic". I was getting so much hate so i decided to talk to josh and see if he could bring it up in the tea tok since i wasnt going to make a whole ass video saying shit like hi mads is lying belive me not her, shes a brat cause that wouldnt work and would be a waste of time apolagizing for nothing.

S-"hey josh, yaknow the fight yesterday with mads?"
Jh- "yeah, lemme guess u wanna adress the rumors?"
S-" yeah, if you dont mind. I just cba to make a whole video explaining my ass."
Jh-" yeah thats fine by me! You know u will get hate, but dont let it get to you okay?"
S-"oki"
I went upstairs and into my gourgous room and looked in the mirror.
S-"ew thats me!? Fuck. I need to loose weight bro." I mummbled so only i can hear. I quickly cleaned my room a bit then went to jadens room.