emerald eyes - DNF/gream

filling my lungs

tw//sh

filling my lungs, pulling me under

dream and george sit down at the table eating and having small conversations.

it just hit dream how weird and awkward this is, dream confesses his love to his best friend, gets hanahaki, his best friend comes to see him, they cuddle, and now they're eating cereal and talking in dream's kitchen. 

dream ignores it and goes back to making small talk, once they both finish their food dream washes out their bowls and brings george back to the bedroom.

'i love you george'

'i love you too dream'

no, that didn't feel right. dream could sense the dishonesty in george's voice and it really hurt him. he felt himself break a little but more after hearing george's tone of voice, was george using him?

'so what should we do now?' george quietly asked.

'um do you..wanna stream?'

'well yea but i don't have my set up, only my laptop.'

'that's fine i have an extra mic, and mouse, you'll just have to use one monitor and no face cam.' dream was willing to help george but still had the dishonesty from george's voice in the back of his mind.

-

a few minutes later they had set up everything george needed for streaming and started to discuss what they were going to stream.

'we could just do doubles speedruns' dream suggested

'yea we should..are we going to tell our viewers that we're in person together?'

'um i- maybe, lets just not say anything unless it gets revealed or something' dream said nervously.

'yea that works.'

george walked into the other room and started his stream, soon after dream started his and they started their doubles speedruns.

-

the more dream talked to george the more surreal it felt to be talking to him. 

they streamed for a few hours only completing one run which was a good time but not anything to brag about.

both of them ended their streams raiding sapnap and talked for a while before climbing into bed together. dream stood up to go to the bathroom. he walked into the bathroom and decided to do it, george wouldn't care anyways, it was obvious george still didn't love dream. the cuts were deep, the blood was thick, the ground was cold.

he immediately woke up in a different room. extremely freaked out he sits up quickly looking around and starts to remember everything.

'baby what's wrong, lay back down.' george speaks groggily to dream.

dream turns to george who has his hands arounds dreams waist and lays down next to george again in their bed in his apartment.

i think you're gonna change my plans, with those emerald eyes

LITERALLY STOP THIS BOOK IS SO BAD THE ENDING IS SO UNRESOLVED I'M SO TIRED I JUST COULDN'T WRITE THIS WELL AT ALL IM SO SORRY I THINK IM GONNA STICK TO WRITING ONE SHOTS FOR NOW YEA